Scribbled tears

Recreation

There in a minute in a second I'm little
Had a dream a Immigration

Vice of you saw tragedy,
Cold in a garden with no Galaxy.
Saw a petal with blood stains on forgot where this truly belonged
Street lights lighting the dim flower people ruptured their chemistry.

Now I'm all grown up I think,
I saw a flashing of this film,
The cross of god is sinking in a sink
The tissue is stained with misery, my heart can't beat without this Scenery,
I saw this flower screaming in victory
Made it again and called it my Trajectory,

Framed it high and mighty
But the truth was just too untidy,
I didn't knew didn't threw
The ink stained the paper of published

But the blood on the flower was already Vanished,
Made by one in a history of crests,
Didn't knew didn't threw
Now crying because it's a drew of an Ancient success.
Now caught up in a crossfire
Took its lyrics and erased the tune of its sire.

Oh just a Re-creation! I see
Now I knew but didn't blew
to change the fermions to my Ideology,
Took it in scraped the paper
Torn it apart
From every book every heart.

Oh this is a creation now I see a paper boat sinking in the cold cruel vice Curtsy.

But seeing the flower blood spilled red with heat and it's feeling
Every thought we truly think origins from a hazy ceiling,
It's a combination of trillions of drafts
A boy with no broken hearts

Now the tears come crashing down,
Realised that what I truly endowed
A true thought in a restless mind
I dream this without sleeping finds
Coffee pouring  in this cloud
Creasing this vile rose bleeding abouts .

Now as I said I dare you to give me the explanation of this poem!!.
Cuz every poem has a reader who thinks differently of the poem. A different version of it see if it matches mine:)
.......thanks for reading again people..........