it was almost midnight. jisung was still awake. he couldn't sleep since he has a lot of thoughts in his head. jisung had to take pills to sleep. without them, he just can't. he's sick. he don't have a cold or need to vomit. he has depressions. nobody knows since he can't just trust anyone. he wish he could. for himself he don't feel like having friends. he really wants to have some. he can't even seriously trust his therapist. he's too scared about what anyone might think about him. he's using a mask everywhere. mask with his family, mask in school, mask with his "friends".
he even use a mask on himself, telling he's not gay. he don't want to be gay. his family are homophobics. he would never even try to out himself. he's too scared.
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Hayran KurguIn which Zhong chenle is trying everything to get park jisung's attention. •bxb •eventually some pervert meanings but I want to keep it soft •my English is just some easy shit but i'll really try my best •it's yaoi/boy x boy so if you're homophobi...
