Two Worlds That Don't Fit

what do we do now?

***Alex's P.O.V***

.....my heart stoped....I couldn't talk,and I couldn't even cry....My dad was a demon,is he serious?

"Alex,I know this sounds crazy but look"he said as he made me look him in the eyes,they where a type of golden and I've come to know the cooler ever scence I meet Monty,it means he's being honest

"I'm not going to hurt you just please say something"he begged

"Dad?" I tried to say but it came out as a whimper

"Yes darling?"

"If y-your a demon t-then why do y-you have to die?"I just started to cry and he huged me tight.I still was a little shocked but when someone in your family tells you that they only have a certin amount of time to live,then you stope caring about everything else besides that one person.

"I have to go back down,even demons have prioraties ya know"he sayed as he tried to lighten the mood and it worked a little so I tried to stop crying to look in his eyes then that's when I saw they were blue.

"So your eyes chang too huh?"I asked as I sniffled with a smile

"Yup, you look like your old man now"

"Are you trying to call me old.....and a man?!" I joked as I started to feel all the tension just disappear

"Are you trying to say that you want to be a young man?" He counterd "but Alex,are you ok with everything I just told you?"

"Everything except the dieing"I whispered

"Don't worry kido,I'll always be there when you need me,just call my name"

"Dad,can I ask you something?"

"Sure"

"Can't you come back when your done?"

"I can but if I do,I have to change my form but I Promise you I will walk you down that aile even if I have to go in a girl form"

"My father in a dress,that's a sight too see.....there was also....somethingh else"

"Ask away"

"What am I?"

"Your Alex and you are a 19 year old girl who deserves nothing but the best,now I have to go but the guys are still playing so go over there and fix your make up and look your best for Monte because I know he cares for you as much as I do"he said as he got up and motioned me to the bathroom.

"I love you so much dad,please try to come to my birthday next week"I begged

"I will,I promise"he said as he kissed the top of my head and left.I just stood there trying to controlle all the strong waves of emotion that where hiting me.I took a cupple of deep,shakey breaths and went inside the bathroom to fix my eyeliner,put some eye drops (so it wouldn't look like if I had been crying) and went outside and into the building. I walked in Escape the fate playing The Aftermath G3 when Clayton came up to me

"Hey your eyes are blueish-green, what does that mean?"he asked

"It means I'll be alright"I smiled

"Well that's good,Monte did say you where having a chat with your old man,was it serious?"

"At first but like I said ' I'll be alright'" that's when I heard Craig calling the TNBK guys to come up stage

"Good,well where up now so I have to go"

"Good luck"I called out when I heard max say 'we don't need luck we got skill' and I started to smile.I've been holding back from actually feeling stuff for these guys and don't get me wrong,I love Monte but now that I think about it,I don't think I've proved it to him.I've literaly been afriad of beeing loved,but I'm more afriad of lossing it. Well its time to change,these guys ARE my family and from now on,I'll love them like one to