oof

I need help

Okay so, my mom had gotten so mad she had yelled, made my anxiety go off. When she left and slammed the door I kept asking myself

"Which side am I supposed to be on?"

I also asked this

"Why can't we be a happy family again?"

So, from the recent stuff that's been going on, I will ask everyone that's reading this one question, one question only

Can I please talk to someone? I haven't asked this question ever since I got Wattpad. So this is the first time I asked you all.

But I need help calming down..

I feel like I should start cutting again because of this..