Oath to the boy I love and loved| a taekook fanfic

What's up? (1)

"Just tell me what's wrong hyung, I can't work on it if you don't tell me."

"Nothing is wrong Jungkook."

"It's an obvious lie hyung" jungkook rolls his eyes at the olders obvious lie, he can read him like a book, clearly something was wrong and he was determined to find out.

"Ok well I have class hyung. Please- just please.."
He sighs not exactly knowing what he's trying to tell the older.

"Just- I love you okay, always..."

Jimin doesn't even glance up from his, apparently much more important, cell phone in his hand, and nods signaling he heard him.

Jungkook sighs again and shakes his head as he exits the dorm room.

{Later on in the dorm room}

"I'm back babe!"

All jungkook hears is a stiff groan from a half asleep Jimin. Clearly he either was just about to fall asleep or had just awoken, either way he needed to wake up because they needed to talk.

"What was it that you wanted to talk about hyung?"

Jimin had texted him in his personal finance class that he wanted to talk so hurry back.

"I don't want you to get hurt over it..."
Jimin sighs as he sits up.

Jungkook hates when people drags things on
"I won't hyung just tell me.."

"I'm going home for holiday break jungkook..."

"Oh that's lovely hyung, I haven't seen mama Park in so long!"

Jimin takes a sharp breath continuing on to what he was saying,

"Without you, I'm gonna go by myself.."

Jungkooks eyes widen a bit at the elders words.

He immediately thinks about this morning...Did he say something? Do something? Is he unhappy?

He voices his question out loud,

"Are you unhappy Jiminie hyung?"

"I- I just need a break Jungkook?"

A fresh glassy layer of salty tears gloss over jungkooks eyes,

"A b-break? From...from me?"

"I don't know...yeah, maybe."

Jungkook nods standing from his position on the bed, he grabs jimins hoodie and steps out of the dorm.

{outside the dorm}

Jungkook walks down to the lobby area of the dorms he lived in and stepped into the cool breezy air outside.

He had been having stressful times lately and recently Jimin seemed distant and not loving as usual.

He knows- he knows how horrible it is, he knows how gross and unattractive it is but the second the bitter smoke left his rosy lips he felt on cloud nine. Not a cigarette, he swore to himself to never smoke those, a joint. He gets high all the time nowadays.

No one really knows about it but his friends from personal finance, Namjoon, Yoongi, Hoseok, they offered him one one time and he's never been one to give in to peer pressure but he thought long and hard about it, for about an hour, and concluded he desperately needed an escape.

So now he seems to be high more often then not but it's not exactly bothering him any.

He takes one last inhale of the hallucinate tree and walks back into the corridor of the dorms.

On his way back up he runs into Namjoon with his boy toy Jin and waves curtly.

He steps back in to his dorm and sees Jimin curled up on their shared bed.

He takes off his too tight jeans and gets under the covers.

Jimin turns over and peeks one eye open at jungkook and leans in to show him in a short kiss that he still cares.

Jungkook can't even tell, he feels so distant, it makes him feel like he's the only one in the room, even with the obvious imprint of his lover curled up next to him swaddled under their shared comforter, he still feels...alone...what does he know though, he is high after all.