(Camren) My BO$$

Chapter four :Everyone shut me out..

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Thanks for someone who commented and letting me know I'm not yet crazy ..... here now my next chapter enjoy ..... it's been so long since I updated ..two months I think.... all I need is a simple comment anyway thanks for who voted....

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Lauren's P oV

After Ally and I's conversation it came again the story I'd been concealing since and act normal like I had not been hurt. The story they don't know ,they didn't even tried to know..

FLASHBACK

"Lauren you'd been changed I told you he is not good for you , he's only trouble!! " Mom said again reminding me how disappointed she was ,since I dated Luis Mom always mad at me , she always convince me to break up with him but I can't I admit its not that I love him its because he's my only escape ,my only chance to change , these past weeks all of me was confuse of everything I do like Luis but there's someone I been more than attracted with and the worst she's not my opposite gender ,yes I'm confuse of my sexuality and Luis he's my only escape. "Mom you don't understand ,he's everything ,he's my answer" I talked back "what didn't I understand Lauren ? I'm not blind and yes you're right he's everything ,everything in trouble ,please Lauren stop this didn't even make sense now you choose you broke up with him or forget I'm your mother". The time mom said it I froze I don't want to lose my mom she's my only family not mentioning my father but Luis I can't just let go of him I still don't know the answers. "Mom please you don't understand I can't" I pleaded to my mother but all she does was shake her head in disappointment."Lauren pack your bags and go where ever you want , I don't need you ,I don't need another disappointment from you" with that she spun around and leave me drowning in tears .why i have to be like this?.my own mother shout me out.

As I finished all my things I grabbed my phone to dial Dinah's number after three rings she answered " yes Lauren?" .."ahm Dinah ..I know it's not the right time for sleepover but can I stay at your place Mom shut me out" my tears immediately pour down my cheeks as those painful words slipped out my mouth. "Laur you know I always want to help you promise I really do but it's been complicated these past days I would like to comfort you but my family is been in a world war and I can't put you in this , maybe you call Ally , I'm so sorry Laur but if you want I'll drive you to her that's the least I can do but yet that's all I can do" .."no Dinah it's OK ..I ..understand ..ahm hope your family will get well soon ..thanks Dinah and no need to drive me ok just be strong everything in your family will get better soon" what I am trying to say? , my only family just shut me out and now I'm telling Dinah some positive side about them but the point is Dinah shut me out too not in purpose but she does rejected me. Without hesitation I immediately dialed Ally " hey Ally" I tried not to calm and pretend not affected about the early rejection "Lauren what's up?" this girl always have a good day "Ally ..ahm ..are you busy? ,or can I come to you ...it's kinda complicated to explain.....it's ah......can I.....ok I just need place to stay" I said immediately not knowing if Ally comprehend."of course Laur , you can stay with me but you better tell me what's going on , so want me to come over to pick you?" .... "yes , yes Ally please I swear you're the best" ... "I know , ok get ready I'll be there in a minute" Ally's been the one who never give up on me , she knows everything , she knows my confusion , she knows Luis is only an escape she knew I'm inlove with a girl.

After few minutes Ally finally arrived she immediately run off her car and hugged me "Laur what going on? , you ok? " she asked before breaking the hug "I'll explain later Ally we should go now." ..."oh yeah ok we better should" said Ally with a smile. when the time finally arrived I started telling her the story and she listen carefully...

"Lauren listen you should face your fears its now or never , to be honest I agree to Clara your changing , remember when Normani said you're getting fat which she just want you to know because she knows it don't look good for you then you slap her? ,and after that you'd been moody you're always mad at her ".. "yeah I remember that I know I shouldn't have slap her" you can't blame me she offended me but still she just want me to be aware of my looks "precisely , you know Lauren if you really don't feel the sparks between you and Luis then find another way to answer your question , TRY TO DATE HER " Date Her ?.. Ally is a good adviser but I don't know if this works.. it takes me a minute before I response "I don't know Ally ,what if-" ......"that's the thing you keep that what ifs in your mind try to be positive , you will not find out unless you try" this time Ally raises her voice probably pissed off of my stubbornness "ok tomorrow , tomorrow I start dating her ...I'll start dating-----............. ....

End of flashback

Knock knock!...

Loud knocks cut off my little flashback... ugh I'm not finish yet.. "Come in!! " I shouted and then the door open and reveal the least person I would like to see..

"Demi?"...