Dreams

every night when I sleep I am in an all black room, there's a bright white rose that has vines go around me, slowly squeezing like it's trying to kill me.Air slowly leaves my lungs but before I can draw the vines die and fall to the ground going into black smoke.

I wake up screaming to have May come to my side and calm me down, she pulls me into a hug and through my eyes I can see a rose, some petals have fallen exactly 4 that how many nights I had have this dream but I thought nothing of it.

The next night when I fall asleep the room is all white with lines running through them, there's no roses or vines, just white and lines.I walk up to the wall and trace the lines with my fingers but they get cut on some Hong and blood drips it hurts just a bit like it's real.The blood starts feeling the lines turning them red it over filled and started dripping to the ground filling the room, I started drowning my own blood filled my lungs and it hurt so much that I thought I was going to die, but fate had another plan and my arm clock started beeping pulling me out of the dream.I was coughing and panting my lungs burned and so did my hand, when i looked to see why it hurt I saw the cut I got it the dream, blood still dripping.I looked at the flower left, My breathing  heavy I hoped I was just being paranoid but I couldn't help it, I was going insane  and those dreams put me in so much pain it felt to real.So  I decided to go out on my own terms, not one of those hell is dreams terms, so I got a rope and tied it into a noose hanging it to the ceiling and getting a stool standing up and putting the noose around my neck kicking he stool.Everything faded to black and the dreams never came back." Annette said to the doctor who sat next to her writing It all down "Well you are certainly lucky to be alive Annette." He said getting up and a

walk towards the door "That's all the time I have for today goodbye Annette. " He said closing the white padding room door and shaking his head to one of the nurses.