[on text]
Jisoo: are you okay? Where are you!
Y/N: You must be mistaken
Jisoo: I can't be mistaken Y/N
Y/N: did you take a picture?
Jisoo: I'm born preparedThe photo:
Y/N: anyone can look from their side profile like that!
Jisoo send another picture :Jisoo: satisfed? It's him Y/N! Control your emotions!
;No way, No fucking way, it can't be him
It just can't be him no!
;it feels like time have stop so as my heart[Flashback]
[Middle school];Chan and I are bestfriends, he is my only boy best friend that I love by I love I mean... I have the biggest crush on Him,
Charming, best leader skill, good at football or any sport, can play the piano and guitarist, Personality: Goal, everything you would want from a guy. But sadly I'm not the only one who likes him, a lot of other girls does too.
(now you may be asking, where is Chaeyoung, Lisa, Jisoo and Jennie? They weren't my best friend so we didn't talk much)[One day During P.E]
[the teacher didn't come so it means we were free];I sit beside Chan when He told me something that broke my heart into pieces and got my head spinning
Chan:
I'm going back to Australia soon
Y/N: * trembling*
B-But why?
Chan:
I have to. It's my family decision, Y/N....
Y/N:
*Tear form in her eyes*
Chan:
Aww shorty, don't cry
Y/N:
Will I... ever meet you again..
Chan:
Ofcause;it goes on, a week before he left
[Last day before he left]
[during hometime];I can't hold it anymore I have to tell him! Before it's too late!
Y/N:
Channie!
Chan:
Hmmm?
Y/N:
I have something to tell you..
Chan:
Sure?
Y/N:
Let's talk in private;we walk into an empty classroom since you know it's hometime, everyone already left
Chan:
So what is it Y/NieY/N: * take a deep ass breathe*
I-
Chan:
Hm?
Y/N:
I like you Chan..
Chan:
I like you too
Y/N:
No not that way
Chan:
Huh?
Y/N:
I have a crush on you Channie
Chan:
......;it was an awkward silence for liks5minute
Chan:
Y/N...
Y/N:
Yes? I know you're Leaving soon so I decided to tell you now before I regret it later....
Chan:
I've never see you that way..
I'm sorry...;I feel like my world is trembling
Chan:
Sorry... but when it come to Love.. I just can't
I don't like it Y/N.. I don't 'like' girls, especially a friend who see me that way
Y/N:
I-I understand
Chan:
I'm sorry.. but I can't be friends you anymore
Y/N:
But why?
Chan:
As I said, I don't like girls who like me that way
Sorry Y/N, you'll find a better guy than me
You don't get it Y/N...;with that he left without even saying goodbye
I never felt so sad? So hurt and betrayed my whole life. What are you Y/N? He rejected so many girls
You're just one of them!;Rumors got around really quickly, I thought everyone would be too embarrassed to hang out with me but it turns out 4 amazing girls didn't and comforted me, supports me till today
I guess thanks you, Chan for adding 4 amazing people into my life.;from that day on I never saw him or heard from him again but I will always remember him.
My first Love.
[end of flashback]
-AuthorJinnie13
To be continue✍️