Yo, how's it going fam?
I'm depressed... and this is why
... I originally typed this on Amino...
I failed...I failed In life, okay! All I want to do is make people happy...that's all i want to do... but how can I do that if j can't even make the one who I love the most happy...? How can I do that?
I try to push my feelings aside to make people happy... it didn't work this time... all she is saying is that I hate her...I don't...
She is my best friend...my life...My girlfriend...My guardian Angel...SHE FLIPPED MY WORLD FROM AN ALWAYS DEPRESSING WORLD INTO A ONLY ON OCCASIONS DEPRESSING WORLD! How can she say I hate her?
She changed my life... she changed my life from a bad life to a good life.
I want to end it all right now...but I can't...
I'm too much of a coward to do so...
I want to cut... but I don't want to at the same time...
I want to punish myself...but if I do, my mom will send me away to a mental hospital...
The only mental hospital around here is...how do you say it? Abusive? They don't treat their patients properly.
I know because I went their once...
ALL I WANT TO DO IS MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY! But I can't do that if I can't make myself happy...
I'm sorry...
I failed...
All I wanted to do was make her happy...
