The Almost kiss

Shapeshifter

"Ahh! For real?!" I yelled as Caitlin ripped the duck tape off of my mouth she rolled her eyes getting the duck tape off of my legs we walk out of the closet I felt a little dizzy I leaned on the wall my memory went black then there were clips of me in star labs? With Caitlin! I listen to our conversation "what are you doing?" She laughed nervously "something.....I should have done all long time ago" he says I say oh forget it! I don't remember this He turned her around then out of no where he...I oh for Pete sakes!! I KISSED CAITLIN!!!!!!! "Barry?....Barry!" Caitlin yelled shaking me awake "come on let's get you to star labs" she's worried I nodded softly maybe I was just dreaming but that felt so real?

When we got to star labs "move!" I yelled to Cisco "woah what side did you wake up on!" He joked I growled I looked through the star labs footage and there I saw it my dream oh my god I did kiss Caitlin! I touched my mouth frantically "whatcha looking at?" Iris asked I frantically turned it off "nothing!" I tried to play it cool Cisco laughed I glared at him "ok?" She said confused I see Caitlin working on a serum I put my hand on her shoulder and she flinched "oh sorry" I said "it's ok you just scared me" She looked down "I'm....im going to go for a walk want to join?" I asked her she nodded

"so I have a question?" I asked her "shoot" she smiled "did I or Hannibal kiss you?" I asked she froze "I'm guessing that's a yes?" I nodded "well technically yes it wasn't you who kissed me it was Hannibal but he did took the form of you...but you already knew that so yes but also no.......sorry" she bit her lip realizing she's rambling I chuckled softly I stepped closer "one more question" I said "why are you so nervous right now if you know it wasn't me?" I whispered in her ear I could see her body shiver I smiled "ummm...... we should head back" she started to walk back I snapped out of my thoughts What are you doing Barry?

I can't believe I did that? Focus barry Hannibal was the one who kissed her not you! I gripped my hair Goddamit! Am I falling for Caitlin?! "Barr you ok?" Joe asked I started crying "woah Barr what's wrong?!" He asked "I....I Caitlin!......Ugh!" My grip on my hair became tighter "what about Caitlin?" He was confused I tried to calm myself  "I'm good" I said 5 minutes later "you sure?" He asked the door opened iris rushed to my side "are you ok dad what's wrong!?" She asked "im fine." I said assuringly "I see the tear stains barry?" She farrowed her eyebrows "Barr if you were crying about Caitlin you need to talk to her?" He put his hand on my shoulder "Caitlin?" Iris asked joe shrugged "the only words I got was I. Caitlin. Ugh!" He laughed softly I rolled my eyes "I'm fine just stressed" I said "wait when Hannibal took over Barry when dr.wells told us that it wasn't barry Caitlin said I knew it! Does that have anything to do with it?" She confessed I tried not to cry again I can't believe I did that to Caitlin! I mean Hannibal "Barr what happened?" He asked I couldn't hold it "the reason Caitlin said that is because Hannibal or me I don't know anymore....... kissed her and I know it wasn't me I.....I something in me is convincing me that it was me and I liked it!" I'm still frustrated crying "barry it's ok to feel that way" Iris rubbed my back "Iris no it's not because Caitlin doesn't deserve to have this conflict she's been through enough" I wiped my eyes "ok I'm going to bed" I said going to my room

"Cait come on we're going to be late" I yelled "coming I'm coming!" She yelled back "you'll be screaming that later" I smirked she playfully hit me "perv" she glared "and you love it" I leaned in and kissed her soft lips

I shot up in my bed "it's ok barry just a dream" I said trying to calm down I looked down Oh goddamit! Uh might as well I need a shower anyway? Ugh Caitlin why did you have to wear something so short in my dream!!!!!!!! God what is with me?!
(Hey guys again all the books I wright are for fun and to distract me from my depression 😁 so no hate please 🙏🏿 enjoy 😉)