Ok this might not be good but I'm really nervous about getting my results back from my school today and it's been on my mind all week!!
I've been in my room all week. how do you say bye to everything you've known and say hello to something completely different. it's hard to care, when you care all you feel is pain.
I've felt pain in so many ways. my friends don't tell me anything because of who my farther is, my mothers been dead for awhile and not once have I seen her grave, my farther causes me pain, he's brother causes me pain.
Sometimes I wonder if there is anyone to actually care about me, yea I still have Alaric but he will always chose Damon and elena and not me, I wish there was someone I could tell this to. I miss my mom. I miss our late night chats, her hugs, her spongy voice telling me everything is going to be ok, but it's not, because I'm not normal, I'm not human, I was born a monster.
I've been to school but well I've missed about a week of school in a month and I've been at Jenna's grave, talking to her makes me feel better.
"Lily-Ann why do I have to go into you school" my dad yelled angrily
"How am I meant to know?" I asked sarcastically
"I will find out when I get there" he said I just rolled my eyes
I got dressed into black leggings, black tank, black leather jacket and black converses and walked to school.
"Miss Mikaelson, come to my office as soon as school starts" Mr black said to me
"Sure" I said as I walked to my locker
I took out my note book and some pens as the bell rang.
I walked to the principles office. when I got there my dad was sat in a chair already. I sat next to my dad.
"Mr Mikaelson you realise your daughter has missed a whole week of school this term?" Mr black asked my dad
"No, I'm not aware of this" my dad said looking at me
"Have there been any issues at home?" Mr black asked
"No that I know of, we have a big family" my dad said
"Right, how is she at home?" mr black asked
"We don't see much of her, she out or she's in her room" my dad told him the head teacher
"Lily-Ann, why have you skipped school?" he asked
"All you people care about is school, or your family, or revenge, there is no time for what I want, my godmother is dead, my mother is dead, how do you people think I will act" I said as I grabbed my bag and walked out of school.
I got in my dads car and drove off not sure where I'm going but I need a break from this town.
Can everyone cheek out my other book
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My dad is the hybird (klaus mikaelson)
FanfictionLilliana is the daughter of klaus but she nor him know this until the death of her mother. How will family work for her. Family only runs so deep right? She has to choose between what's right and wrong between friends and family? Being a immortal is...