Step Brother

Chapter 1 (part)

Everything has been changing so quickly in my life and to be honest, it's literally just a sense of me trying to ride a bicycle up a hill while there are cones at every 5 seconds of it. Okay, Maybe I'm exaggerating a bit but can you really blame me? For instance, let's say "Your" Mom and suddenly soon to be step dad who goes by the name of "Al" have been dating for about 6 Months and are already ready to get married and shit. Like c'mon "Mother" slow it down, by tomorrow she'll be giving birth. It's like an actual hallmark movie.

I was raised alone and I'd sincerely appreciate if that continued; at least until I moved out on my own. But Al has a son which therefore makes me no longer "The only child". You know, I almost accepted that fact but on the other hand, when I sit to think about these circumstances. It's like Jacob high-key ruined any chances of me getting any and everything I could possibly long for. I could've been like " Mom since I'm the only child can I ge-" then I'd be rudely interrupted and she'd hit me with "Don't be selfish , Jacobs here now , He's your brother , He's Family" then I'll storm off into the kitchen and grab a butter knife and threaten Jacob and his dad and yell " I'll stuff this knife up your ass-hole and leave it there till you pass out AND for YOU "DADA" I'll pull the knife out Jacobs filthy ass and force you to lick all the wipe failure". But whatever; if my mom's happy then I'm happy. Whatever floats mommy's boat......will sink mines.

After father creature Crawled into my life dragging along Son creature; My favorite word has become "ASS" ... ass this and ass that and let me not forget "Shit" that's the best word of all the curse words. By the way I overheard Al trying to convince my mom into getting me therapy, He even thinks that I have like an issue with expressing myself and that I've been bottling up my emotions or something. To be honest I just might, But that is and will never be his place to try to tell my mom anything about me. He's not my dad, you understand what I'm saying? even my dad wouldn't have a say in my life because he was never really in the picture anyways. So not in the picture that I don't even know if my mom was married or not. even if she was, I don't think I'd know about it anyways. I never took the time to really sit with her to talk about it. Maybe I should ask my dad................ Lmao

My uncle was pretty involved though, He's my dad's brother. Life Would've just made a lot more sense If he was my dad, Maybe I wouldn't have the trust issues that I do. Overtime their relationship faded away and now he's just somebody that I use to know. "SOmEBoDY"