My life.

Forgiveness

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Sometimes, world can be so cruel. People can be too. Life will never be fair. But this girl survived from every obstacle in her life.

People used her for themselves , their benefits, happiness. But they will never actually think about her. How she feels, if she's fine or not.

When people used her, deep down she's already know. But she's just keeping herself quiet.

She just want a friends, lovers that actually genuinely about their feelings, care about her without feeling any forced.

All she can think is nobody perfect. People deserve forgiveness. Every single time people hurt her. She always forgive them. She always told  and remind herself that her mother always taught her to be strong, be kind, and always forgive people no matter how big or small that problem is.

But she start to feel all of this kindness will only make people be with her just because of that. People step on her, stab her back, betrayed her, throw away her trust like it's a disease to them. But she still forgive them.

Sometimes I wonder how can a girl act so strong but deep down hurting so bad and she kept it. She doesn't let anybody know. She managed to crave a smile on her face every single day but at night, she cried herself. Her pillow stained with her own tears. Nobody knows that.

But all she can do is keep herself quiet. Even if people done that to her. She will never think about revenge. She will never let other people feel the same like her.

She is made of glass. But a glass that had been broken into million pieces but she fixed herself back. Every second, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years. People will come to her life and broke her again. But she still forgive them and fixed herself alone.

She just wants happiness. That's all she wants. Nothing else.