sugar rush M.YG

ch.7

the chitter chatter of the cafeteria fills my ears as I zone out, my gaze on the table as my friends chat with each other.

normally id be sparking in on the convo, but there's a certain someone sitting next to me chatting up a storm with them instead.

"really? I didn't know you rap yoongi?"namjoon says with an interested grin.

yoongi chuckles, his slightly chapped strawberry lips curling so gently at the comment.

"there's tons you don't know"

my leg bounces up and down as his voice travels thru my ears, sugar rushing thru my veins while my heart jumps up and down as if injected with coffee.

"Y/N? you wanna grab a trey with us?"jin asks, worry laced thru his words.

"huh?"

I hear a chuckle erupt from beside me, the feeling of his eyes scolding my profile was more then enough to have my bouncy legs wobbling.

finally the question registered in my head. "I-I. no, I'm not hungry"

jin and namjoon look at each other with curiosity, but then smile and shrug it off.

"alrighty, we'll be back"

with that they left, but they left without mr.bitter boy, so I couldn't even raise my head.

"Y/N"

I felt his breath on my ear, my head tilts up and catches his eyes with mine only to quickly dash back down to the table.

he chuckles.

"I heard you had a crush on me, is this true?"

I mentally scoff as my lips press thin and my legs rub together like a cricket, anxeity slapping my back like an old friend.

I feel him lean closer, his breath on my ear.

"are you deaf? it's a simple question. do you like me or not?"

red flooded to my cheeks as I look up at him.

"i-uh. nope. you've got the wrong person"

smooth, Y/N, real smooth.

his tongue reaches out to his lips, swiping over them as if they were coated in sugar.

"i see. you wouldn't happen to know who this person is, would you?"

my eyes are wide and my mouth stays shut as I shake my head rapidly.

"nope, no idea."

my legs jump up as I stand, grabbing my bag.

"i have no more classes for today, so I'm gonna get going"

he gets up with me.

"me neither, where are we going?"

my cheeks burn and my stomache flutters, butterflys refuses to settle down.

"nowwhere, we're not going anywhere"I panic.

he chuckles as his arm slings over my shoulder.

"sure we are? just tell me where and we'll go, simple"

my body begins to shuffle along with him as we make our way away from the cafeteria, my legs wobbly and shaky as if I were about to pass out, I probably am.

"what do you like? wanna thrift? you look like a thrifty girl"

my lips stay glued together as we make our way to the parking lot.

he sighs.

"wanna get icecream? wanna watch a movie? I don't know unless you tell me girly"

why would he just suddenly want to hang out with me?

I have to protect my heart. yes, maybe I'm head over heels for this boy, but I'm not gonna just let this happen without a little bit of disagreement from me.

"nowhere"I say sharply, my defense raised like a wall made of fire.

a curious smile edges on his lips.

"why?" he leans closer to my ear "are you scared of being alone with a man?"

my hands swat at him as if he were a fly, causing him to chuckle.

"no I'm not scared! i just-no!"

my hands keep up there rapid movements as the bitter loner keeps his gummy grin Intact.

"jeez, your so whipped for me"

my arms stop and anger aswell as embarssment flush my cheeks.

"you know for a grumpy loner you sure are full of yourself"

"if I'm not full of myself, I'm truly alone"

my eyes search his for any sign of saddness, but there is none.

he said that with pride and boredom, like a spoilt not so rotten kid.

I could feel myself falling inlove with him even harder than I already was.

"o-ok, where are we going?"I make up my mind, trying my best to push anxeity to the side as if i were picking pepperoni off my pizza.

his chuckle fills my ears.

"you sure? I don't wanna make you run off with my gorgeous face"

I scoff, a blush on my lips.

"you wish!"

but really that's only one of the reasons I always ran.