Forever Rain

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" Found you!"

Someone grabs my wrist. He grabs it strongly that my arm feels painful as hell.

" Ugh."

He lets go his grab, noticing if something is wrong with me. I don't dare to look into his eyes. His sharp gaze scares me out.

I bow a little and leave right away.

" Kang Haneul."

" I am sorry ..."

That's the only thing I could say. He is the only friend I have, but I can't really talk to him. Not yet. I still feel guilty no matter how hard I try to forgive myself. It is because I lied to him. The biggest lie that makes me question my humanity.

 The biggest lie that makes me question my humanity

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" Why do you keep ignoring me?"

He walks behind me, not letting me run away.

" It was an accident. Stop blaming on yourself."

No.

I want to cry, really. The way he said it, it hurts me so much. I lied to him. I lied to everyone. I shouldn't be forgiven.

He hugs me from behind.

" Jimin will be angry."

" You didn't listen."

His warm hug makes me shudder

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His warm hug makes me shudder. I am scared to death if one day he finds out the truth. I am scared if he himself will see me as a disgusting creature.

" It was a car accident, okay?"

It wasn't.

She was murdered, because I couldn't protect her. Namjoon covered up my mistake, faking her death reason.

" I'm sure that she doesn't want you to live this kind of life."

You are wrong.

She will never forgive me.

I left her alone, running away to save my own life. Those bombs were scary, you know? It could scatter me into small pieces of meats.

She was there, being a hostage.

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