Forbidden Love

Chapter 4 : Stay ✨

I wake up to the sun shinning in my eyes. Wtf sun? Like Niggah damn. Anyways I check the time. 9:00? oh shit Magcon! I wake up Ane and tell her to get ready. I hop into the shower and do them girly stuff. After I showered I washed my face and brushed my teeth.

I change into white high waisted shorts and a black muscle tee, I grab my batman snap back and black vans and put them on. My hair is straightened and my makeup is the usual, Winged eyeliner with mascara. I grab my phone and wait for Ane.

Shes wearing a floral sundress with her white converse, her brown hair is in natural curls and she has winged eyeliner with mascara also.

"Zayumm bae." I check my best friend out winking at her jokingly. "I know right? I try." she flips her hair dramatically might I add.

"Yeah yeah, lets go already." 

She grabs her things and we head out the door. We make our way to the elevator and wait. A few minutes later the boys show up.

"Oh look its the slut." I flinch at Nash's words. He doesn't even know you Ally, don't let words bring you down. I say to myself. Before I can say anything the elevator doors open. Thank god.

We awkwardly enter the elevator as silence fills the air. What seemed like hours which was really five minutes the doors finally opened. I pushed passed the boys and rushed out of the elevator.

I fall my knees and shout, "I'm free!"

 which causes Ane to laugh and other people gave me strange looks. Ane helps me up and we head to the Meet and greet.

At the meet and greet I get paired up with the one and only Hamilton Nash Grier. Yayy. Are we even aloud to be this close? I guess Bart made this whole meet and greet for us to get a chance to try and not to kill each other for our fans.

I got you nigga, I got you.

#thanksbart

A few fans were starting to pile in, After a few pictures a little girl came up to us.
"Can I take A picture with both of you?" She asked. I look at Nash and he just shrugs.

Nash awkwardly puts his hand around my waist and I do the same As the little girl stands in front of us. I swear when his hand touched my skin I felt something, electricity or some shit..

Lets just say it stung like a bitch at first but I liked it. After the meet and greet we went back stage.

And lets just say it was kind of awkward.
All eyes were on us. "What?" 

 "Twitter." I give them a confused look and go on twitter, and all I see is tweets about me and Nash.

"Eww, hes with a Youtuber! She's so ugly and fat!" or "Eww his toxic hands are touching Alyssa!"

"They must have seen the picture we took with the little girl."

I look at Nash "No shit Sherlock!" I spat. Omg what are my fans gonna think? They must think i'm some slut! or worse. They might think that we're dating! "What are we gonna do?" I say pacing around.

"Fuck Natalie might see this! See what you've done you bitch!" Nash says as he shoves me. I fall to the floor holding my cheek because it had hit the floor. Fuck this its gonna bruise. I stand up and charge at him.

"You asshole!"  I punch him right in the jaw. "And I don't care about your slut of a girlfriend! You don't know shit about me and if I were you Id watch my back!" I punch him once more and walking away.

Thanks for the fighting lessons dad. I say to myself. Ane catches up to me and stays silent. She finally speaks up, "Yunno, you fucked his face up pretty bad. I thought you said you would never do that again." 

I sigh, "Yeah I know I promised, but my dad always told me to never allow a guy to hit me. But it felt good." I mumble the last part. 

"I know babe but you needa take a chill pill and think before you try to kill someone." She smirks.

I chuckle "I know its just I couldn't take it anymore when he shoved me, It reminded me of him, when he changed."

We finally made it to our room and walked in, Ane throws me something, my vape pens. I smirk at her. We only use our vape pens when we want to cheer up because they're stupid and useless so we act all badass when we use them. We walked to the balcony and sat down we started to do tricks with our smoke and started cracking up until Mahogany came in with all the boys.

We just ignored them and kept on doing tricks with the smoke. "Hey ane, look I can do O's I'M SOO BADASS." I say cracking up even more.

After a while someone finally spoke up.
"Can you guys do that somewhere else? The smoke is going in here.'' And surprise surprise, Nash Grier!

I just walked up to him and blew smoke right in his face flicking him off.
"Suck my ass Grier!" I walk back to the balcony.

After a few more minutes of doing tricks I was finally tired.

I walked back Into the room and luckily no one was there. I grabbed my beats Pill and went into the bathroom. I played stay by Jamie boy, and hopped into the shower. (video on the side)

"All along it was a fever,

a cold sweat hot headed believer.

I threw my hands in the air said show me something,

she said if you dare come a little closer.

Round and around and around and around we go,

ohh, now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know.

Not really sure how to feel about it,

something in the way you move,

makes me feel like I cant live without you and it takes me all the way,

I want you to staayyy...

Its not much of a life your livin,

its not just somethig you take its given,

round and around and around and around we go,

ohh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know.

Not really sure how to fell about it something in the way you move,

makes me feel like I cant live without you.

And it takes me all the way,

I want you to stayy...

ooohh oohh ooh,

the reason I hold on, oooh oohh ooh.

Cuz I need this hole gone,

funny you're the broken one but im the only one who nedded saving.

Cuz when you never see the light its hard to know which one of us is caving..''

By then tears were rolling down my face, all the memories, all the pain its just too much..But I gotta stay alive, for the fans. They're the only reason why I wake up every morning and they're the only reason I don't allow the pain to eat me alive.

I turn off the shower and wash my face with cold water and brush my teeth. I put my hair into a bun and put on my sweats and tank top.

I walk outside of the bathroom and lay on my bed. Once my head hit the pillow I was consumed by darkness.

*A/N*

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