Honeyboys [Taekoogi]

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Yoongi never thought he could feel love. Never expected feeling so, so much love. Small tingles, soft butterflies, planting kisses everywhere, soothing splatters oft the sun hitting his skin softly, whispered words making him feel all dozy and loved.

he had never been the guy to openly admit his feelings, to date, to get into relationships, he just wasn't the type to do these things, never grew that attatched to someone. His friends always did, but he never.

but when he fell, when he knew, he knew it was the best thing that could've ever happened to him. it was unexpected though, at least to him, but everything was planned out, kind of.

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Yoongi met Jimin on a sunny day, as if the sun knew what was about to happen, inside the coffee shop he used to get his coffee every morning, waking him up, making him ready for the upcoming day. Jin behind the counter didn't even have to ask what he wanted to get, the same as always right, a nod and small smile from the younger, and within a minute he was about to leave, leaving the scent of freshly made coffee and spring behind him.

but as Yoongi turned around he hit something hard and stumbled a step back, nearly spilling the hot liquid from the cup inside his hand to the ground, but his opponent didn't have as much luck, the folder with loose sheets he held under his arm fell to the ground, covering the floor with what seemed to be choreographies and song sheets. Yoongi was quick to apologize, people were staring but they always do, right, gathering the sheets on the ground with the other boy in the soft pink sweater in front of him,coffee long forgotten, but the response was just a soft it's okay, are you okay, I hope your coffee didn't spill, really it's okay. 

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two weeks later Jimin almost dragged Yoongi to his flat to introduce him to his boyfriend, he would love you so much hyung, you'll get along really well hyung, please hyung please, please, he couldn't say no, and the way Jimins eyes began to sparkle and his smile grew even bigger, Yoongi knew.

he came to the conclusion that Taehyung was a just as loving person as Jimin. He could't even get properly in bevor he was greeted with a warm hug, hello hyung, Jimin told me a lot about you hyung, I'm so happy that you are here hyung, and an hour later he was seated between the couple on the sofa, all three under a big, blue blanket, both boys snuggled into is sides, sleeping, supposedly wathing a film.

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the months after he came two times a week to the apartment, cuddles and hugs and smiles were shared, he felt just peaceful, something he needed and also didn't quiet feel in a while. They kept making sure all of them were okay, talking not only about the nice situations in life, but oh hyung there's this choreography i've been struggling with this entire week, and hyung this one song i have to sing is so difficult, but also hyung I did so great in my performance yesterday, and I just got a partner to work with on a new song hyung.

something that the oldest noticed, something that he really really liked, Jimin smelled like flowers and sunshine, matching his peronality perfectly, while Taehyung would rather smell like vanilla and honey, his box smile reflecting exactly that every time he showed it, and because they were always together their smelles mixed, making Yoongi feel all cozy around them, happieness and peace growing inside of him.

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the big bed in the appartment became like a second home, only thinking about it made Yoongi feel warm, but also his two honeyboys how he had secretly had called them, they became something, someone, he could look forard to after a stressing day in the studio or an exhausting week of work in general, and Yoongi knew.

once, after Yoongi came home late, he found both boys curled up in the bed between big pillows and their plushies, hugging, so he just planted a kiss on Jimins forehead and Taehyungs earlobe,and was just about to go when small hands grabbed him, pulled him back to the bed, hyung come cuddle please, I can't sleep hyung, please stay, just a while, hyung please, so he got under the covers and was met with the warmth oft wo bodies, pressed against his sides, hands all over him, making him feel just as warm, outside and inside, and his heart felt the warmest, as if a fire had sparked inside of it.

the morning after, he woke up to soft whispers, look at hyung being so cute, shh don't be too loud or you'll wake him up, I hope he slept well, hyung's so so warm, and he couldn't stop the small smile that crept to his lips, soft fingers combing through his hair, over his face, hyung's skins so soft, hair too, hyung can I braid it one time, hyung your gummy smile is so cute, and Yoongi felt like crying because he felt so much, felt what he never really felt in that way, what he thought wasn't made for him.

he made them tea and porridge for breakfast, and felt so guilty when Taehyung started talking in his still sleepy morning voice, we waited the whole evening hyung so we didn't eat but it got too late and we fell asleep, so he promised to text them the next time and take them out for icecream that afternoon, and even though Jimin insisted that it was okay, even after ten minutes of Yoongi apologizing, they just gathered together in a group hug and everything was okay.

Taehyung picked strawberry and Jimin picked cherry, and when they saw Yoongi paying but not getting icecream himself, they fed him some of theirs while walking through a nerby park. the sun shone through the trees and made the scenery in front of them look like a fairytale, an unreal dream, happy times, he never wanted this moment to end.

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it was about a month later that when Yoongi walked into the apartment like usual, he knew that something was off, not like it should be, normally he was greated with a hug or with music or with anything, but the only thing he could hear was whispering from the kithen, should we tell him today, we have to tell him today, what if he'll leave, Jimin I'd miss him so much, hyung means so much, what if, what if.

but the talking faded away when Taehyung noticed Yoongi standing in the doorframe, watching them silently, smiling softly while hoping nothing serious had happened, hey honeys, everything okay you two, but he could clearly sense that nothing was okay, Jimin looking like he'd cry every minute and Taehyung like he hadn't slept in days.

hyung we need to tell you something, please promise me, us, that you won't leave, that you'll stay, please hyung hear us out, we need you, you are so important hyung, please,please. Yoongi was confused to say the least, and when they laid down in their bed to finally talk, soft hands again were in his hair, all over his face leaving tingles where they touched.

we thought about this for long, we talked hyung, and... w-we – you already know that – we two are in a relationship, and hyung got so important the last months and we just...fell, deep deep down, we care so much and we love you so much hyung and we wanted to ask if hyung wants to... join?

f a l l i n g

the next morning started with kisses, soft as butterflies trailing over a field of flowers, Yoongi felt tingles everyhere, he couldn't imagine a better way to be awakened, kisses everywhere, kisses trailing over his hairline, his forehead, closed eyes, boopy nose, flushed cheeks, soft chin, his ears, his neck, his colarbones, but neither of his honeyboys dared to touch his lips, hyung we weren't sure if you want us to, if hyung was okay with that, but they soon found a way to also involve their hyungs soft lips into their soft game of love.

they grew more and more attatched, three individuals, finding love in a form they could've nerver imagined, and Yoongi has never been happier, the tingles, the butterflies, his honeyboys, he felt like he could never stop being happy again, he never had emotions that deep and strong.

and Yoongi now knows. how it feels to be needed and loved.

he really fell.