Damaged souls

Fallen Angel

Dwayne POV
7:47 pm
Blood, sweat and tears is the only thing that I think about when working out. I was working hard while listening to music until my workout was finished. After I finished I freshen myself up and went to grab a bite to eat. I stopped at my favorite restaurant Mimi's to grab a gyro. While I eat a might as well introduce myself to you guys. My name a Dwayne I'm 25 years old. I own a lot of fitness businesses and I'm also a bodybuilder. I have a beautiful girlfriend named Tommie and her and I best friends are Teyana and Wesley. College life was fun for the most part but I pretty much block it out because it's not important to me. I got one of the largest family that I love but closest with Jimmy and John Fatu. And that's pretty much it with me. As I left the restaurant tommie came over to meet me so we can go to the basketball game with our friends. The game starts in three hours but traffic in Atlanta is horrible since everyone and their mother wants to move down here. We was driving and silent during the ride when tommie asked me " Hey babe umm why did you start your businesses?" I never been asked that and I'm thankful that nobody ask because it connects with my past but knowing Tommie she love to ask questions I deep down hate to answer. "Will bae it was because I loved to workout and so I built gyms so others can enjoy it also much as a do" I said lying. The real reason is because of my dark past. We made it to the game in five minutes so Tommie met up with Teyana and Wesley and went to the mall to kill time. I didn't want to go us I went for a walk in Atlanta as I was walking I saw a park that was empty I was going to sit down to clear my mind when I saw two little figures. I walked up to it trying to figure out what it was. Against my better judgment I touched it. That caused the figure to jump up in fright it was a woman but her head was hanging low so I couldn't see her face. I was trying to calm her down when she looked up at me and I froze. It was Bella. "Bella" I said calmly but full of shock. She was still frozen but had tears down her face. When I tried to wipe the tears off her face she ran with her child closely in her arms. I was trying to chase her crying out " Bella.......Bella..... Bella" but she kept running and I eventually stopped because I was tried. As I saw her disappear out my life again I walk back the bench and there was a picture necklace with her and my face that I gave to her in high school she must have kept it. Early today when I was saying my situations in college wasn't important, I lied. As I looked up at the clouds I began to have flashbacks. When I returned from my date I was going to my dorm. I was was tried and so embarrassed of Bella. Her hair, face, clothes, status in the school, everything about her embarrass me. I went on this date so when I get a girlfriend I will kick her to the curve. I'm to handsome and I'm a star football player I don't need to hang out with a low life like Bella because people starting to think we date and it makes me mad because I would never date someone that looks like her. It was 3 o'clock in the morning and I was extremely tried. When I walked back I saw that Bella never texted or called me this whole night which made me glad but a little curious.' what if she drunk out somewhere' I thought to myself but then I thought knowing Bella she probably left as soon as I did, went to her dorm, finish studying, and fell asleep(after her night time routine of course). When I walked into the living room of the dorm and the guys were there as usual. Since we're athletes we get the best dorms on campus. "Hey Wayne your friend is something else" Khalil said while giving an evil smirk on her face. Confused I ask him " what do you mean?" He smirked that same evil smirk before giving his answer, " all four of us fucked your little whore of a friend she not so innocent." He then became to laugh and the rest of them joined in. I was frozen fulled with shock and anger. I went to my room pulled out a bat walked back in the living room with red in my eyes and beat all them. I was full with anger because I was angry at them but I was mostly angry at myself. 'Why didn't I protect her.... why was a so native thinking they were going to not hurt her.....why did I leave her.' My other teammate Drake came from the other room to see all the chaos going on. He saw my beaten all them to nearly to death. I then dropped the bat and wanted to kill Khalil with my bare hands so I ran over to him and kept punching him. Drake pull me off him before I killed him. I pushed drake off my and walked out my room. Bella was the only thing on my mind. I looked everywhere for her for months I went to the administration office and they gave me a bullshit excuse of all student information is confidential. I told their dumb asses it's not like I'm trying to get her social security number or something like that all I needed was to know where she was located. The lady in the front office was given me a hard time so before I did something I regret I said " that's why your stupid lonely ugly ass can't find a man now go to hell" and with that I walked off and laughing at the look on her face. I tried family but they didn't know where she was so then I tried one more person. Cara was the only other person Bella talked to other then me so I walked past to her and asked her if wants to sit down and talk. She agreed. We sit on a bench where nobody was. " hey I came to see if you knew where Bella was I looked all over campus for her and I can't find her." I said with worry in my voice. " idk why she is at but I know that she dropped out three weeks ago." She said looking away from my. I told her everything is going to be alright as I walked away. I walk away with tears in my eyes I lost someone who was dear to my heart.After my mom it was Bella that was like my sister and now she is gone and I don't know when I'm going to see my her again. But I should be happy right because I was away from her meaning I can live my own perfect life with ugly low life like her but I wasn't. After that I spent all my time into building gyms and college to take my mind off Bella or what happened that night.
As I came back to reality I looked at my watch and saw I only had 25 minutes left before the game start. I walked back to the game with Bella on my mind. I have to find her again. To make up for my mistake.

Sorry I didn't update you guys in months I was in my final semester of school and let me say this senior year beat my ass I'm so glad it over. More to come because like I said I hate when people don't finish books because their is hella annoying. Love you guys