Bad Boy ⭐ Jikook

I promise I'm trying part 1

                 Jimin's Focus

I want nothing more then to be loved, so why did I push Jungkook away? He apologized. Why couldn't I just forgive him? Why do I have to be so afraid? It's not like I have anything to lose.

I turned the doorknob with my frail fingers and slowly opened the door. I walked out to see if what Jungkook said was true. I immediately lost my balance and fell. My body landing over top of something warm and soft.

I was face to face with a big, white teddy bear. It was my size, if not bigger.

I got up from the position I had landed myself in and stared into the teddy bears dull eyes.

"Why..?" I whispered to myself. That question wasn't really directed to anyone, but I couldn't help those words from leaving my chapped lips.

I then realized the bear is pure white! It's been sitting on the ground for how long now? The dirt had probably gotten into the fake fur of the bear by now. I quickly picked up the stuffed bear and brought it into my room, not shutting any doors behind me because my hands were a little full.

I sat on the bed with the bear, just staring at it's glass eyes. I felt like crying. Nobody has ever gotten me a gift before. Not even my family.

I then slowly moved so that my body was against the bear and I curled up into a ball. My eyes closed and my tears had also allowed themselves to fall. I felt so vulnerable and I had no clue why.

             Jungkooks focus

I was watching from the corner of the hallway, the way Jimin had stared into that stuffed bears eyes made my chest feel tight. He looked like he was lost. I wanted to see if he would actually care to open the door and see what I got him. Clearly he does care or he wouldn't have even been curious.

I followed after him when he had taken the bear with him into his small apartment. I was relieved that he didn't just leave it on the ground.

I had quietly walked into his apartment, looking around the place. Practically scoffing at everything I had seen. It was absolutely disgusting here. He clearly didn't take care of himself at all.

"God, Park Jimin. What have you been doing..?"

I mumbled to myself softly as I found his bedroom door wide open. Inside was the sweetest thing I had seen in a long, long time.

Jimin was curled up in a ball with the gift I had gotten him.

I slowly stepped into the room, quietly shutting the door behind me. I waited a second before continuing my steps throughout the room. He was clearly asleep or completely deaf. Who knows with him?

I walked up to the double bed and slowly crawled onto it, going up to him on my hands and knees. I had placed my chest against his back and wrapped my arms and legs around his body, my lips pecking the top of his head. He was so warm. Way warmer then the bear was.

"Jiminie.." I had called out to him.

Jimin slowly moved around. He had turned to face me and slowly opened his eyes.

His eyes went even wider when he saw my face.

"Ggukie.." Jimin said. His eyes slowly closing again. Clearly still half-asleep.

I started to play with his hair. Locks getting tangled around my fingers. His hair was so soft and delicate, just like his porcelain skin.

"Jiminie. I'm sorry. I had no idea you were living like this. Listen.. I-"

My lips were cut off by another pair of lips.

Jimin was kissing me, his teeth were tugging at my bottom lips and his hot breath was being inhaled into my mouth.