Want You

You Don't Know Me

you don't know me, and that's what makes this crazy

i want to know you

i want you to know me, but i fear you won't like me

you'll be disgusted, think, how could you expect me to like you when you lied, when you played with my feelings for your own amusement 

and for that i'm sorry

but when i am nothing in beauty compared to you, i can't fight

i'd imagine you'd say that popularity and looks attract you

the way i feel about you, it terrifies me

i barely know you

my heart races, it pounds out of my chest

my stomach is up and down, and here my mind will digress 

there's something about you, the way you make me feel by doing nothing at all 

you'd think i was a freak

you'd want nothing to do

you're just a boy

what can i do?

i want to know you deeper

i miss you

i need you

i want you

i can never have you because if you found about who i was

you'd hate me, you'd never forgive me

and that kills me

tears me limb from limb

knowing that i've ruined that chance of chance

i will never meet you the way you'd meet me

because i'm a liar and you'd never want anything to do with me

i brought it all on myself

and know we can't be a normal love story