they say love hurts, but you heal in time. but do they tell you about when the scars don't heal, when they start to distort and open again? do they tell you that loving someone is the most painful thing in the world, because you are powerless, you lack the ability to control someone's feelings toward you, you cannot influence their thoughts, feelings or emotions and there is not one thing that will allow you to do so, doesn't matter how much energy or how much strength you have, it will never be enough, and that stings.
do they tell you about the racing heart, the sweaty palms, the fear of waking up and realizing you don't want to live in a world without them? and the fear you get when you feel the fear? do others laugh when you tell them you have never met them? do you tell others about him at all? the feeling of keeping him a secret, does it help to pretend that he's yours, because he's always on your mind? why do i put myself through this torture when i am too afraid to talk to you? why do i put myself through this when i know it can never be? why, do i put myself through this when i know that you will never, ever, feel the same way about me as i do about you? i want real love, mad, crazy, romantic, love.
but you will never be mine
i'll never wake up next to you
i'll never get a sweet text
i'll never kiss you
i'll never feel the warmth of your body on mine
and that tears me apart
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Want You
Storie d'amoreBasically I need somewhere to vent about my real life feelings I have for someone in real life. It's a pretty intense infatuation and I know it will most likely blow over soon but this is a poem and just random sentences I strung together to try and...
