you're the one I want.

Chapter 2

You're the one I want.

Was suppose to be a one shot but was asked for another chapter so here it is. Set the week beginning the 13th august 2012. How they both feel about what is going in the last few days with the fake wedding. It's not very long but I'm not a writer and I got stuck.

Chapter 2.

Doug's P.O.V.

I'm so confused right now it feels like its 3 months ago again and I'm only just figuring out who I am but I know who I am.

I'm Doug Carter and I'm in love with Ste Hay. So why can't I tell my parents this?

Well I do know the answer to that; my dad is finally proud of me well who he thinks I am. A straight guy engaged to Leanne Holliday.

Leanne of all people yes she is a sweet girl but even if I was straight I wouldn't date her let alone marry her.

I can't go along with this lie, I have to tell them, I did try but as soon as Ste found out about Granny's inheritance which I get when I get married, Ste was all for the idea and I know we need the money and I also know he loves me but at times like this he feels just like a caring best mate or my business partner, and he is all this so I can see where he is coming from but he's my boyfriend to.

I know I can't be annoyed at him because it was my lies that started all this.

Do you know what the main thing is that annoys me; he doesn't even seem to be jealous about all this Leanne stuff and he doesn't seem to want to spend time with me.

I could understand this last week because he had a right to be annoyed at me but I just wanted to help because I knew he was missing his kids.

Ok so maybe in hindsight a party wasn't such a good idea and I didn't expect my parents to turn up and ok maybe I hadn't told them I was gay but I spoke about Ste all the time.

I also never told them I had a girlfriend, I just said I was with someone and they just took it like that but why wouldn't they I'd always had girlfriends. So why would it be any different. Well it was because I met Ste. So I understand this Leanne stuff and my parents would make him want to be distant, but this week he was the one who said go for the wedding.

I wanted to tell them about Ste because I don't want to keep him a secret that is one of the main reasons I came out because I just want to kiss that beautiful face of his all the time but now I have to see if my parents are around but then he doesn't want to kiss me.

He was the one who also organised the meal for me to propose to Leanne, another thing that made him seem like best friend again.

I just wish I could sort this out because I feel like I'm losing him and his being manipulated by the devil again.

Well hopefully I'm just imagining that but he just seems to be with him a lot I don't know what they're talking about. Do I really want to know?

What I do need to know is if I'm still the one he wants but firstly I need to prove to him that I still love him, well anything is better than just sitting in my room feeling confused.

It really does feel like 3 months ago again. I get up quick without a second thought and put my shoes on and grab my keys.

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Ste's P.O.V.

I don't really have a right to be annoyed at Doug but I am, yes it was my idea for them to go for the wedding. On the day he proposed to Leanne I wished I was her. I don't believe much in marriage but I felt so jealous, a proposal is suppose to be a sign of love and I love Doug and even though I don't believe in marriage much I would still marry Doug and not for the money but because I love him and won't to spend the rest of my life with him.

I joked about this on Monday and said 'go tell them your marrying me then' but then I felt stupid and thought  Doug would think this was too soon, so I quickly added' but you can wave goodbye to granny's inheritance' and if that didn't make me sound bad enough I added' this isn't wrong right, what's wrong is you have to marry a women to get the inheritance', I didn't know this but in the heat of the moment I needed to say something that made me sound less like a jerk but what I really wanted to do was kiss him but I knew I couldn't his parents where there.

All I've wanted to do all week is kiss him but he feels so distant like he doesn't want to be near me, and in all this it shows Brendan hasn't changed its like he gets a thrill out of winding me up, his like always there. I thought when I got the deli signed over he would be out of my life for good but he just took this as a challenge and brought my flat to have another hold over me.

I look up and see the picture of me and Doug that's better all thought of the one I Love and there not confused or annoyed thoughts there just thoughts of love and I know for the next couple of weeks at least I can just kiss him when I want well if I can keep Leanne away from him.

She seems to think this marriage is real or something, oh well I have one less worry Doug's Parents went this morning, there's just one thing I can't stop thinking about when Doug was putting his parents stuff in the taxi his dad shook my hand then said to Doug 'I never thought you'd be the muscle' then darted his eyes back to me it's like he knew about us, did he?

Of course he didn't, if he did surely he wouldn't let Doug go through with the wedding. All thought was washed away when I heard the door open. They seem relatively silent but where breathing heavily, I sighed then walked through the door from the kitchen to the open bit of the shop.

It was Doug.

I smiled quickly because I really was pleased to see him.

He smiled back quickly, then took my hand and just started staring into my eyes.

Those big beautiful eyes of his just looking into my eyes, no one said anything for a good five minutes, it was a comfortable silence. We hadn't had a moment like this for weeks, but I couldn't help thinking someone was going to walk in. Then Doug broke the silence.

"Ste I'm sorry, you really do have the right to be annoyed at me I Haven't been a good boyfriend the last couple of weeks. Let me make it up to you please what are you doing tonight." Doug blurted out seeming quite guilty.

"I was going to just go home and watch some awful TV and if your idea of making it up to me is anything like your idea to cheer me up". I started to giggle then felt really guilty it's like I speak first then think.

"Please, I want take no for an answer Ste". Doug said almost looking hurt by what I said.

I just threw my arms round him and hugged him tight and said "if you help me clear up I'll be out of here sooner."

Doug just smiled then started clearing up. I smiled contently to myself, this moment felt perfect like everything was good, it wasn't I knew as soon as I saw Leanne that pang of jealousy would hit me again. I was completely lost in my train of thought and actually staring at Doug who started giggling and threw the cloth he was holding at me. He walked over to me and I couldn't stop myself but I had no reason to stop myself, I just leant over and kissed him I've wanted to do that for 2 weeks but I've always had to check but today I didn't.

As we both broke for air Doug whispered into my ear "You are the one I will always want, yes I wish this moment in time was different but you would still be there."

I started to frown then listened to the rest of what he had to say then smiled and carried on kissing him and realised why he said that, I had said it to him a few months ago, well not exactly the same but I still mean what I said an always will whatever happens. Doug's may have his flaws but to me he is perfectly imperfect.