dear no one

𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞

𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐤𝐢𝐦 𝐬𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐮𝐧,

i'm writing this letter because i have liked you for the past six years and three months. i think it's time i finally stop this silly little crush. with you heading off to college, i know i won't be seeing you as often and i can't have myself thinking about you all the time because, well, that would just be weird.

 ever since you became best friends with my brother, i've always felt something for you. when hyunsuk first brought you over to our house, i just thought you were another one of my brother's annoying friends--but you were different. you would always try to include me in whatever you two were doing, you would never make fun of me unlike my stupid brother, and you would always send me one of your killer smiles every time you saw me. 

at first i thought this "crush" didn't really mean anything until hyunsuk told me you were out on your very first date. her name was kim jisoo and from what my brother told me, she was really smart, really pretty, really nice, and you REALLY liked her. you came over the next day and i overheard you and my brother talking about her for ages. you were just gushing about how amazing your date with her went. i couldn't help but find myself getting a little jealous but i was just a measly freshmen and who was i to impress one of the most popular boys at school.

and so throughout high school, you came over to my house a lot less since you and jisoo became official. but i was still thankful that you always said hi to me in the halls. i guess i came to accept that you would never ever look at me in that way--that same way you looked at jisoo... even after you guys broke up your senior year, i just knew it wasn't possible. but i couldn't help but just like you, a lot.

at this point in the letter i'm just rambling and so now i just wanted to say thank you. thank you so much for being so nice to me, thank you so much for being so sweet to me, thank you so much for being the boyfriend i could only dream of having. i know you're going to do amazing things in college and in the future, i hope you don't forget about me because i know i won't ever forget about you.

𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐲,

𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐣𝐢𝐲𝐞𝐨𝐧 ♡