Perfect PLAYBOY

Chapter Eleven : Sorry / Over again ?

Cas's Pov

I really did not mean to tell that to her . hindi ko alam kung ano ang kabaliwan ang pumasok sa isipan ko ... .

i just can't take it i have to . i really have to

say Sorry ... Sam  I can't let go of you, 

not now ...

not now that I Love you ..

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Sam's Pov

"alam mo teddy , ikaw na lang talaga ang pwede kong kausapin .. wala na ata akong magagawa kung hindi ganto .. mag mukmok . umiyak . mag emote . "  nakakaiyak ako .. grabe nasaan na ba yung sam na palaban ?.

"ngayon lang talaga ako namulat , na kahit ano talaga ang mangyari hindi niya ako mapapansin bilang isang babaeng kaya niyang mahalin . props lang ako props . . "

Until today , sariwa padin yung sakit na binitawan ni cas. right now ... I'm mad totally mad. at him ..

*knock knock *

"sam ? are you there ? ... ok ka lang ba? "  si ate ... wala akong ganang kumausap ng tao kundi si teddy lang ang gisto kong kausapin ngayon ... sakit kasi eh .

pero syempre ... si ate pa nakuha na niyan ang susi kanina kay manang ....pag ka pasok pa lang niya sa kwarto ko naiiyak na ako ...

"tell me sam .. are you ok ?"

*sob *

"a-ate ang sakit eh waaaaaaaa "

"ohmygod ! " tapos lumapit siya sakin sorry ah hindi ko na nga kasi kaya ehhh sakit sakit hhuhuh umasa pa kasi ako

"Sam.. you know that you are too old to cry hindi ka na teenager para diyan ... marami pang gwapo sa mundo .. ok ? "

Ay ? >.< ganun yung sasabihin niya ? kala ko pa naman yung ganto " ok lang yan sam bukas na bukas ay wait ngayon din susugudin ko siya ... para bumalik sayo si cas .. " pero hindi pala eh waaaaaaaaa !!

"ate naman eh *singhot * kainis ka naman kala ko support ka tapos move one aagadd ?? "

"wala eh hahah . sorry naman ehem. "

so kinewento ko nanaman sa kanya lahat ng nangyari . ansakit man pero walang maagagawa . kailangan kong sabihin para naman mabawasan ang aking nararamdaman.

"I'll gera gera that bitch epal gurl ! so that fafa cas will balik here . "

"ate wag na kawawa baka mas lalong ma coma . hehe . "

"marunong ka pa mag biro ikaw na nga nasaktan bahala ka babae ka "

Nagtatawanan kami nina ate ng biglang may narinig kami sa labas.

--------outside the house ------------------

Said I'd never leave her cause her hands fit like my t-shirt,

Tongue-tied over three words, cursed.

Running over thoughts that make my feet hurt,

Body's intertwined with her lips

Now she's feeling so low since she went solo

Hole in the middle of my heart like a polo

And its no joke to me

So can we do it all over again?

If you're pretending from the start like this,

With a tight grip, then my kiss

Can mend your broken heart

I might miss everything you said to me

And I can lend you broken parts

That might fit like this

And I will give you all my heart

So we can start it all over again

Hindi ko na natiis ... Lumabas na ako ng kwarto ko ... at pumunta kung nasaan man siya ..

Can we take the same road two days in the same clothes

And I know just what she'll say if I can make all this pain go

Can we stop this for a minute

You know, I can tell that your heart isn't in it or with it

Tell me with your mind, body and spirit

I can make your tears fall down like the showers that are British

Whether we're together or apart

We can both remove the masks and admit we regret it from the start

If you're pretending from the start like this,

With a tight grip, then my kiss

Can mend your broken heart

I might miss everything you said to me

And I can lend you broken parts

That might fit like this

And I will give you all my heart

So we can start it all over again

You'll never know how to make it on your own

And you'll never show weakness for letting go

I guess you're still hurt if this is over

But do you really want to be alone?

If you're pretending from the start like this,

With a tight grip, then my kiss

Can mend your broken heart

I might miss everything you said to me

"mom ! ang swerte niyo po oh yiieeee "

"oo nga ! yiiee ang sweet eh nilalanggam na aata ako "

"ang galing kumanta grabe ehtoo akin na lang mam pag ayaw nyo "

And I can lend you broken parts

That might fit like this

And I will give you all my heart

So we can start it all over again

If you're pretending from the start like this,

With a tight grip, then my kiss

Can mend your broken heart

I might miss everything you said to me

And I can lend you broken parts

That might fit like this

And I will give you all my heart

So we can start it all over again.~

"wooooooooo ang galing mo wooooo bravo bravo ! " saabay sabay nilang sabi sa isang lalakeng nakatayo sa labas ...

"thanks . " sabay ngiti niya at tingin sakin ng sobrang nakakatunaw at sobrang concern ?

"...... " wala akong masabi eh

"I'm sorry . sorry sa lahat ng ginawa ko  please please give me a chance to fix this .. alam kong marami akong nabitawan na masasamang salita but let me tell you one thing Sam Anderson I love you . and i will never let go of you ever . just give me time and chance you'll see .  " as in sobrang concern na tono na all i want to do is hug him ..

"Sam , Will you Forgive me ? and start over again ? " saka siya lumuhod ...

oh no .. What hemay ganna do ???

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so guyths ... ano ano ano ? sa tingin niyo ang sagot ni Sam ? yiieeee ang effort naman ni cas !! omg Keep on Voting guyths Hello to my new Followers ! :D