culpability - quando rondo

{ Number Two }

SAMARIA NEWTON..

GOT 4 MORE MONTHS UNTIL SCHOOL OUT IM SO HAPPY ..

I walked' Down the halls of My schools hearing Gossip all Over again ..

I almost passed Out when A arm wrapped around my' Shoulders

He laughed .

" Tyquain. is you Serious? " i jumped and said i dropped my Books he helped me pick All them Up ..

" Quit being Ova dramatic . I was looking for You all day wea the Fucc' you been ? " he said helping me put my books in My locker..

YEAH HE'S DEFINITELY HIGH

I checked His eyes and his Body language and He pushed my Hands out da way ..

" Say. What you Onn ? " he said stumbling over his words ..

i mugged Him and he Already knew what I was talking bout He know ion like When He smoking ..

" Ria Gone Head with that Shit ' " he fanned me off i rolled My eyes ..

" Tyquain. Ughh you just don't LISTENNN stop smoking it's not good for you " i said as we hurried in the Classroom i had to grab Him to pull him in The classroom with me ..

he Mugged me coming Into the classroom ..

" Aye You was fucking The Weird girl " a dark skinned Nigga yelled out Making some of them Laugh and the other half was all Looking At us Making me feel uncomfortable..

ion See how people Could just judge People by the way They look and be Sooo hateful just because What they have and don't Have or what they Like to wear And don't like To wear ..

i Scoffed and Sat down ..

" Aye. Say y'all Chill " quando said Fanning them off Making me Put my head down until Class started ..

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Right Now it was lunch period And i actually hated it ..

girls At the table With there Boyfriends taking Pictures boys talking bout me Everytime i Walk by girls Being petty and messy all Day and doing the same Thing as them ..

I rushed to Get my plate and Hurried and Sat down But i realized i Was at the wrong Table Quando And his friends ..

" Damn ria don't Sceaa' me lik Dat ! " he Said making me Put my Head down because They were staring At me ..

" Quan Why you even hang with This lame ahh Hoe ? " Quando other friend Darrin said While his lil Sister daciyone Snickered I looked up at her and She mugged me ..

" what You looking At bitch " She said making Me roll my eyes ..

i Got Up Finna walk off ..

" Aye y'all chill Samaria come Back " Tyquain said tryna Grab my arm I yanked it away from him and All eyes Caught us ..

" Nigga , If. You was a real Friend you wouldn't Continue to let Them humiliate me ion Care if you knowed them Before me im still Supposed to be your Friend buttt i guess that don't Matter to you " i said Walking off before he could Even explain hisself ..

I was so mad At myself cause I actually Thought back then He was a Good friend Until he started getting caught in All this gang stuff beside that it Got the tyquain i Know not quando Fuck him ..

it hurted me Soo deep to know he Wasn't even the same Nomo not my same Bestfriend the one that i always called On he never judged the way i Dress now everything Different..

i ran Out the Cafeteria crying ion know Where i was running to But i ran far Away from Here ..

until i ran into a Girl she had A lil tattoos She was swagged Outt ..

i Made all her books Fall ..

i helped her Pick them Up ..

" Iam so Sorry " i said Putting them up on Her lower Chest .

" you Good are You okay ? " the girl said making me look at her in shock ..

" U-u-Uhh yeaa - yeaa Im sorry " i said she smiled at me ..

" I know who You are And im definitely Not gonna Treat you like Them " she Said before i Could say Anything else she Spoke Again ..

" And know in your Mind you thinking Why am i talking to you But it's because I have A heart " she Said slowly walking Towards me ..

i started at Her she's Actually the first Person to come at me And tell me That ..

" Thankss' we need People Like you here I'm Hated based on Looks tho " i said nodding ..

she Laughed i smiled ..

" My name ke'shyne Just call me Shyne i Already know your Name but you can Re-Say it " she said shaking My hand .

" My name Samaria i know this too Early but can We hang out Sometime ?" I asked counting my life on it ..

i was Leaned against the wall With my weight Against ' my other Leg ..

" yea Later tho We gotta get to Class " she said Laughing and that Was the day i made Me a New friend ..