Today was the normal day, I was getting death threats from Instagram and people commenting bad things on my posts. I don't blame them really. I'm just useless and I know for a fact, that Jack is cheating on me with my best friend. He's always smiling at the phone while texting her.
As usual, I went into the bathroom and took my razor. I do this every day.
1 cut for being useless
1 cut for being born
1 cut for being Jacks girlfriend
1 cut for being me
1 cut for everything.
Blood was spilling out of my wrist but not that much when I first started. I got a towel and wiped the spots where the blood was. I have been cutting for three months now. Though I know the other boys cared about me, I still don't care because I am completely useless. I sleep most nights alone. I try to text Jack but he always replies with an ' I'm coming home late and I'll be gone first thing tomorrow' but I know he's sleeping with my friend.
I checked my Instagram and all I see are death threats and the all the boys but my 'boyfriend' himself defending me. I'm always mentioned in drama accounts because of Jack with his new girlfriend.
Instagram
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YepItsY/n: People say if you express your feelings by art it will make you feel better. Nope, I still feel hated.
user1: U DESERVE THE HATE
user2: U GOLD DIGGER
user3: we all know that you just want attention
ImZachHerron: don't be sad
user4: YOU ARE NOT LOVED, NOT EVEN BY YOUR OWN 'BOYFRIEND' OR SHOULD I SAY, EX-BOYFRIEND!!!
JonahMarais: Don't listen to them, just be happy!
SeaveyDaniel: What's wrong?
User5: @SeaveyDaniel her is what's wrong.
user6: you don't deserve to be happy you piece of #*%$!!!
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I laugh at the comments. The boys are trying to defend me but it does nothing.
A/N
Hey so um... another story! yay...?
I just really need to do something... sad? But that's all I need to say since it's 2.30 am rn so... bye!
