My notes

1st

I'm sorry I slit my wrists and let the blood flow and didn't reach for the phone. I'm sorry I didn't scream to let the neighbors know that I was in pain. I'm sorry I made my eyes so dry that I could no longer cry so I slit my wrists to feel the pain again that I craved ever so much. I'm sorry I was a burden to you and that I was never the perfect daughter and I never did as you asked and challenged you to the breaking point. I thought it would be a relief for you to just end it all. It's a dream to be finally where I've always wanted to be. I hope you know why I made this decision. You probably don't understand, and your probroly confused as to where you let me down. You never let me down, it was the one who hurt me that let me down... you know, the one who touched me and told me "it's okay" and to trust him, as he shoved me in the closet and made me make up excuses that we were just playing Barbie's and that it was night time and they were sleeping and to be quite. But I was the one that woke them up... I woke them up with my tears that fled from my eyes and landed on their faces because they were hurting too, they were scared. I told him I to leave but he choked me instead. I'm sorry I waited... for the right time, I guess this is it, I'm sorry... I truly am sorry. Goodbye
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