White Tiger

°°FOUR°°

I healed pretty soon. Not that it wasn't expected. My kind heals faster than ordinary humans. Soon I was able to live like before but my memories stayed. I still felt slight pressure at some parts of my body but I was way too stubborn to admit it. By that time, Taehyung and Jin were a happily married couple, though still arguing a little, but happy nevertheless. I was slightly jealous of Taehyung. I wanted to be happy just as my friend was. If we were still friends. After the argument we had before I was worried Taehyung wasn't my friend anymore.

“JIMIIIIN!” I'm probably loosing my mind. I think I heard his voice.

“JIMIN YOU FUCKING IDIOT IF YOU WON'T LOOK OVER HERE I'LL KILL YOU!” and Taehyung was even threathening me. What a rude voice.

Pain in the back and kissing the ground. Yes I was kicked to the ground. I groaned and turned over to see… Taehyung? What the hell?

“Ehm, Tae, why did you kick me?” I asked, I never hurt anybody.

“You were ignoring me,” he groans and I just laugh. I guess we're still friends.

“I'm sorry I thought you wouldn't like to talk to me anymore after that argument we had,” I appologized. I felt like I had to. He was my best friend since, like, forever I was in this pack.

“It's okay really… but to the more interesting matter,” he looked at me with that smirk, and I knew he was about to ask something I didn't want to talk about. “What's your relationship with Namjoon?” … the hell?

“My relationship with him? You mean aside from him being a very annoying alpha that I don't want to have anything to do with?” I rolled my eyes on him and kept on walking towards my house.

“Come onnnn! He's cute and caring. And he was worried back then just as much as we were!” Taehyung tried to argue with me but I really didn't know where this talk was going. He wasn't bad of a man though but he was still an ALPHA with a big A and I still felt safer on my own than with anybody else.

“Taehyung, you know I don't like idea of having a mate. It's terrifying!” I protested. I know that after all the times I said it, it sounds like a child's protests but it really wasn't.

When I was younger, still full of hope that maybe some alpha will be the right one, I was trying different ways of finding out. I couldn't be more wrong with my small experiments. I set the goals my mate should have and surprisingly I found one. He was nice, caring and even romantic at the time. I fell in love with him so hard I didn't see what it was all about. Being male omega was rare, just as rare as being a white tiger. Being both was super rare. And I was super blind. If Taehyung hadn't been looking for me that night I could as well be death or mated to the wrong alpha. Whole life in pain. Ever since then I decided that I won't ever be mated. I won't let anybody touch me, ever.

“You know, Namjoon's not him,” I froze in my movement. Yeah, he definitely remembered him. The alpha that I wanted to forget about and leave behind.

“Namjoon isn't him, but even you can't say you know him well,” I implied and looked at Taehyung.

“But I know his brother and even though they are not alike even as twins, they are brothers after all. Ask Jin, Namjoon is an unstopable element but he stayed with you the whole night...” the hell again? He was with me in one room the whole night?

“How could you let him be in my room for whole night?” I asked, slightly mad at Tae.

“Cause I trusted him and you should too,” he looked so serious but his eyes were really soft. Taehyung truly did trust the alpha… actually two, if not they wouldn't mate… and I trusted Taehyung.