Falling For My Trainor

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                                Rose's P.O.V
My brown eyes shined back at me looking in the mirror all I saw was a weak,drained girl stared infront of me. Let me catch you guys up on this crazy years its been. Dating Finn has been preparing myself for a roller coaster to hell. He is so nice when he wants to be but he has a drinking, insecurity problem. A video was leaked of him yelling and cursing at a fan while being drunk I was with him trying to hold him back. Of course this video when viral on the internet not only that but Steph and Hunter saw it.

Costing me a pay view match I was so mad at Finn either he gets his act together or he can get his act together without me. Seeing Seth everyday is hard. Seth was the guy I want the guy I love but at the end he got tired of me and betrayed me. I wouldn't doubt it if Finn gets tired or me and does the same he would be doing me a favor actually if he was to leave me. My relationship with the girls in the locker room have changed as well the twins and I aren't that close anymore. We see eachother here and there say hi that's about it. Dean barley talks to me as he sees a sudden change in me.

Pushing them far away is whats best just because im going through hell doesn't mean I have to put the people I love and care about through it as well. All i know what to do is show up for work and do a promo here and there Finn is fighting and he is a great performer like he always is but me in other hand. Finn gets mad very easily he tends to break things and he even has the password to my phone cause he claims I'll cheat on him. Finn isn't even my friend anymore he's just someone I'm scared of so therefor I won't do what will trigger him.

I miss you Seth I thought the way his brown eyes light up as Dean is telling a joke makes my heart melt the way he smiles so big his crinkles show. A beautiful genuine smile. All my happiness was cut short when Finn came in all fired up through the hotel room we were sharing luckily its beds. He looked at me and all I saw was red he was mad grabbing my arms yanking my arm closer to him "your cheating on me with SETH?!" looking at him unbelievable. Spending nearly every second with Finn how the hell will I find time to cheat on him "Finn let go of me please" he yelled "no" as he pushed me to the floor. Finn was going crazy he started yelling why I don't love him and why I picked Seth over him. Pushing him off me I was ready to leave when he yanked me by the hair back "you leave me and you will wake up in a hospital bed along side Seth" fear consumed over me.

Tears started to flow down my cheeks as he laughed "baby girl dont you get it we are supposed to be together we are supposed to have kids together and get married" my biggest fear is bringing angels around this monster. He began laughing in my face and pushing me aside "this is all your fault why im like this! Your such a bitch you really think Seth will go after someone like you? look at all the women division and look at you your pathetic. My blood boiled as my throat got dry he knows how to get me after my eating disorder and self harm I was fine and I was doing good as long as I was hanging out with Seth and Dean.

Rushing out of the hotel room grabbing only my room key I rushed to the gym to get my frustration out as I was about to walk in I heard laughing. Seth and Bailey I looked at her and then myself she's tall,skinny,beautiful of course he forgot about me. Anyone would im average. Rushing out to the nearest desert store I bought some dark chocolate walking up to my room I stuffed my face. Tears consumed my vision "I love you Seth" as I stuck a finger down my throat and threw up im sorry Seth I have to do this im not good enough. Finn stood behind me smirking as I was left broken and back to my old ways.

                     "Welcome Back Rose" as his laugh came filled the air