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2018.

On new years day of 2018 I had stayed the night at my friends house and stayed up all night soo... I wasn't in a good mood when i got home, I vaguely remember punching Olivia in the face before I passed out till 10 pm that night.

    I can't remember exactly when but sometime this year i went to a dance with unity, she kinda forced me to go (unity i know you're reading this just ignore that) but it was pretty fun, my mother did not approve of me going to this public middle school dance... I didn't really dance cause i look like a baby giraffe on ice when I dance, but she did.... And i just sat there and laughed at her the whole time. I had to pretend like I was in middle school to get into the dance, I was in 9th grade so I'm such a rebel I said i was in 8th grade... People didn't really believe that I was in middle school cause I was 5'9... Yeah.

  In August of 2018 I turned 15 years old, literally all i did that day was go to church, go to my grandmothers house, went home and hid in my room, and then went to youth group where my friend brought me cupcakes!(:

  ( Okay before we continue this lemme tell you something about my mother, she has no patience with anyone, she yells at me 24/7, she literally makes me raise her kids pretty much, shes always complaining about us not cleaning or me being lazy, and she is the most unsupportive person alive)

  Okay so September, nothing much happened, the usual, me cleaning, babysitting, getting yelled at for not cleaning enough, then getting yelled at for letting one of the kids get into something.. Which happened while I was cleaning. Etc

Skip to Halloween, so we went to a fall festival thing at a church cause why not? I went dressed as Harry styles, unity went dressed as Louis...

Well anyways, we asked my mom if we could go trick or treating, cause we usually do, welp

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Well anyways, we asked my mom if we could go trick or treating, cause we usually do, welp... She kinda screamed at us and that night ended with me at the church having an anxiety attack from my mom screaming at me and from the amount of people that were there, and my mom stranding me at the church, thankfully my dad came back and picked me up. That night was a night I wanna forget.

  November came and went, December came and on December 2nd I went to a play. It was the lion the witch and the wardrobe, it was amazinggg. Then Olivia's 13th birthday.... Just... Argh, Christmas slowly approached, 1 week before christmas I went to my friends house and we were baking stuff for her neighbors... Well that ended up with us sitting on the kitchen floor drinking tea and watching Sherlock on her phone. So yeah

  For Christmas this year I got a one direction hoodie, a Sherlock hoodie, a random hoodie, another random hoodie, some pens, a coloring book, and other random stuff. So yeah exciting I know.

Today is new years Eve, I'm currently cleaning the house, while Judah is shooting me with a nerf gun, Josiah is vomiting all over the kitchen floor, Clara is saying I'm too boring for her, Olivia is eating goldfish on the couch, Noah and Elijah are no where to be found. Later I'm going to my friends house and we're gonna binge watch a series of unfortunate events all night. Yayyyy! My goals for 2019 are

Get a job
Work out more
Get my learners permit
Not kill my siblings
And to be able to go to at least 1 concert that i want to go to.

The kids are now:

Olivia: 13
Noah: 11
Elijah: 9
Gabriella: 7
Josiah: 6
Judah: 4
Clara: 2

  A/n Okay that sucked. But vote and comment and then I'll start posting diary style chapters, a summary of each day. I'll be posting once a week as i already said but just remember. Tata for now!

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