Left alone.

Ch1~Understanding me.

I have always been hard to understand, people just don't really understand were I'm coming from. I don't really explain or tell others my feelings because i have no one to tell them too, my mother believes I'm to young to be going through anything and i shouldn't be stressing because i don't pay bills but like i said people don't understand me.

My names is Tytiana tanila lee freeman,black and Columbian. I was born in Sarasota florida , sarasota hospital, my mom told me i have always been an special crazy baby in a good way I've always been goofy and always happy and joyful. I was use to seeing my mom hurt at the ages 4-12 i miss the days i was younger were i didn't have to deal with watching her suffer.

My mom goes through a lot trying to take care of me and my younger brother knowledge,3,journee,6,kiari,11,josilah,10. She suffers anxiety and depression,well at least in my head, she doesn't believe i try my best in taking care of my sibling but i get tired of it because i never have time to myself or anything its always them.

My mom has very bad trust issues with me because of some of the things i did in the past like talking to people on social media and people sending inappropriate stuff to my phone,I would think i'd  be nervous to say that but surprisingly I'm not.

I lost all of my feelings for anything in my head tytiana just doesn't care anymore. My mom finds that outrageous and that i shouldn't feel that way but i do. Sometimes i just wish people could just understand me.