Left alone.

Ch4-pressure.

Okay, lets just speak as in first person or something. You ever felt trapped inside a box and its dark and you cant get out even though, you try so hard and hard til the point you just give out. Yea thats me, the girl who always feel pressured or just stuck in an way. Its been a few days almost an full month since i wrote or even a month, hey , who knows. Its plenty who think I'm so happy and good living a good life. Well thats not true, I'm an girl whose heart is shredded in pieces that cant be put back together, or otherwise it can, i just cant find out. Im tired of searching for an beautiful bloomed tree when they're all rotten or just not grown. Yea its good to wait for that "beautiful bloomed tree" but at a time you get tired and all those wonderful thoughts about that certain tree and it they just vanish. Other than the tree, my days have been pretty basic , even though, i had to get signed up for i guess life therapy. I actually kind of like it even though i was nervous, just because the fact that I'm actually expressing my feelings with someone i don't know lol sounds crazy right. Other than i have been doing okay no bad thoughts until i was thinking about writing,
listening to some good shiloh dynasty. Most definitely depressing right , she does have good voice and nice tempo's . Yea thats pretty much what happens.