We talked on the phone then few hours (felt like minutes) later we realize it was 12:30 am and we both have to get up in the early morning, but the morning headache would be worth this talk anyway. It was just a surprise how we have been on the phone for hours now.
It started with you checking up on me because you knew i would need it, but it ended up with us talking about life and what tomorrow might hide. It was all i needed at a moment where i was losing my mind, at a moment where i needed someone to explain to me my own mind. As expected, nobody else would have understood me better than you in that particular situation. You always have a weird way of reading my mind without me saying a word.
Your words are on repeat like a tape playing in my head in which i try to find an answer to questions i am too scared to ask. But at least, I'm at ease since you told me my fears are legitimate. It made me feel less crazy.
We hung up, and i sighed in relief not caring about all those lost hours of sleep. This was all i needed; someone to listen, understand, and help direct me towards the right way of thinking. Thank you.
