Many people have asked me
What's wrong
And I say
Everything
Everything sucks
My aching heart
Is broken
My sickened stomach
Has a nasty pit feeling
And my emotions are non controlled
Is it a "Fuck you" type of moment to the world?
Or is it just me telling myself "stop being sad"
I don't like this feeling
I dont like myself breaking
I can't concentrate on what's good
Everything worked out GREAT
Until pain wiggled it's way into my destructing life
My aching heart, is broken
My saddened tears, are running
My nasty pit feeling, still there
But now my emotions are controlled
Or am I convincing myself that a spark is still there?
Everyone asks me still if "I'm okay"
I don't know
Am I?
There's only so much my emotions are feeling
Sadness, yes
Anger, possibly
Broken, surely
Focusing on it will make me feel even more sad
The more sad I get, the more broken I feel
The more heart break I remember, the more tears come down my face
The pain won't go away
The feeling of being lonely, it hurts man...
And everyday I look at myself and say
"Am I okay?
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Mental
PoetryTRIGGER WARNING: Some poems are graphic about feelings I have experienced. This poetry book is meant to help many people get help, whoever is struggling with disorders, depression, and diseases, I am here. I am going through the same thing, I wanted...
