Your words you use against me mean nothing to you but everything to me
Every insult, every harsh venomous word hammered into my head
"You're worthless You're nothing You're ugly Nobody loves you You are a piece of shit"
Those dreadful words runs threw my brain all day and all night
Killing me syllable by syllable
"I hate you Why can't you just die Whore Bitch You're so fat Go kill yourself"
Unable to think any other way, not know the true beauty that lie inside
Unable to see that my life is worth living
While you get enjoyment out of my hurt I am left with only scars
A reminder of all you have done even when they begin to fade
One day I hope I can see
See that I am more than those words
More than your abuse
More than these bruises
More than my tournament
I want to be more than all of those but I can't
I am left here alone and afraid that the darkness within myself will soon destory me
YOU ARE READING
Misunderstood
PoetryThese are just random thoughts and feelings from my experiences. *WARNING* These may be a trigger to some who may be dealing with similar issues. So please be caution when reading these again these writings are just random thoughts that I have and t...
