Regrets

•Chapter 2•

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I ran as fast as I could until, I didn't even know where I was 

but I don't care this is what I want

I want to forget, forget that hospital, forget that my grandma is dead

And also forget that I have nothing, no change of clothes, no food.

I just wasn't thinking.

I walked with my head down and a tear managed to slip out. 

I don't usually cry

But I did the minute that tear appeared. 

I sobbed and sobbed until I felt something, 

no somebody's presence 

 I looked down and saw black boots, and 

Slowly looking up I saw a tall figure with everything on was black

Tears stained on my face, So yeah I looked a mess.

But it looked to him like he didn't care at all, it looked like he understood me

Understood what I was going through , Even in my lowest point in life 

I couldn't help but to say that this man was really good looking 

his chocolate brown eyes that if you looked at them for long they would tell a story

He was tatted almost everywhere, has a shaved head,

showing his flower tat on the side, and I could tell he smoked just by him standing there 

But at the same time, I could smell warm vanilla.

I kept staring at his tattoos mostly until he snapped his fingers adding a bitter chuckle.

"Sorry," I said looking down, I always had trouble when looking into someone's eyes

"You do realize you're in the middle of  the street right ?" He furrowed his brows 

"Cars barely come here so no need to worry just leave me here please " I mumbled looking down

"No can do love, Can't let you sit here if I can help," he said very confidently 

"No one can help me" I whispered but I think he heard it 

"So what if a car comes you'll just let them run you over? He chuckles bitterly before getting up to dust himself off.

I couldn't help but look at him one more time before turning my eyes back on the ground

And then he stood there contemplating what to say to make me move

"Come with me and if you do I'll get you something to eat" My eyes instantly moved away from the ground and up at him

I haven't eaten since last night, And I'm guessing he heard my stomach 

At first, I was unsure  if I should go with this person 

Sure I know what he looks like 

but what if he's a serial killer? a rapist?  I started shaking from what I was thinking 

I had to move these bad thoughts to the back of my mind

And I simply nodded and went with him.