It starts with a little heartbreak (Lazelk)

Chapter 5

His dad loomed over him, snarling and staring him directly in the eyes as he cowered before him, blood dripping down his right eye from a shallow cut. "D-Dad?" Lannan asked slowly, raising his hands protectively, "Don't-"

LazarBeam's head was thrown backwards as his drunk father rammed his fist into his cheek. Lannan yelped, covering up the bruising spot as the man laughed, yanking him by the hair and pulling him closer to his foul breath. "It's your fault she's dead." He whispered, before letting go, instead going to hold his son by the neck. "I hope your happy."

The Youtuber yelled, taking his own fist and trying to hit his dad. It was caught in the males grip before he could even land a  hit, and LazarBeam's hand was practically crushed and he flinched against it, letting out a frustrated sob. 

Keeping his hold on his sons hand, he raised a knee and kicked it into Lannan's stomach, making the smaller man gasp and try to move backwards. His Father then slammed him into the wall of his recording room, sounds of bones crunching against each other as he collided with the cold, sturdy object. 

"It hurts, stop!" Lannan cried, eyes clenched shut as his father lifted him up and off of the floor. His right arm was now dripping with blood and hung limply at his side, while the other fought fiercely for its life, but it was useless. 

The cold laugh of his last remaining parent made Lannan feel ashamed, yet angry. His father let go of his hold on his 'son', and stalked away towards the door, smirking at the heartbroken look he received - no matter what he did to his children, they always came running back. "Thats the intention. I always preferred your siblings over you."

As the door slammed shut, Lannan fell softly to his knees, tears streaming down his face as he harshly sobbed, bringing up his hoodie sleeves to rub away the tears frantically. Looking up from his position on the floor, he watched, tearstained, as some of the members of the Click House streamed Fortnite - that'd been the whole reason his father had attacked him. 

He would never forget the words the man had snarled to him. 'They're just using you for money - no one fucking loves you. Just forget about them, they already forgot about you.'

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Someone was clicking their fingers in front of his face again. "C'mon, Lan',  I'm talkin' here!"

His eyes regained their focus, and the male looked up to find Elliot staring at him as they sat on the table in the kitchen room of the mansion. He sighed. "Sorry, Muse'. Was just thinkin'."

Muselk clearly didn't like the fact that as soon as Lannan said that, he zoned out again. "About what? Its clearly not helping you think and make videos with me."

LazarBeam nodded, resting a fist on his hand, which was tucked inside one of his friends hoodies. When Lannan had moved out, he'd left behind some of his things due to limited space. "Its just..." He breathed out, closing his eyes, not wanting to look at his friends face. "Do you think I'm just good for money?"

Elliot's eyes slid into slits. "Your dad said something, didn't he?" 

Lazar looked up slowly, then gave a dip of his head. Muselk knew that his housemates parent had probably done it after their call. "Lannan your not just for money. You are a great Youtuber, and an even better friend. I can't imagine life without you really." He moved forward and grasped Lannan's hand. "Don't listen to him."

Elliot jumped slightly when the shorter man hopped from his seat, and hugged him tightly. "Thanks, Ell'."

Muselk's heart rose from his chest as his smaller friend clutched at his chest, burying his head into the crook of Elliot's neck. He wrapped his hands around Lannan's body, and sighed. "No problem. Just promise me you won't think about all the things you are not."

The normally trigger-happy man nodded against his chest, humming quietly. "'Kay..."

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This chapter doesn't exactly make sense, I just got the urge to jump up and make some angsty hurt drama for Lannan. Poor dude, I'm kinda killing his 'cool' vibes. 

lol.

 Here you go though