Internet love(Smii7y x reader) *completed*

Day 3 my confession

1/2/19
Another day, it was lunch time and I was eating ramen noodles.... when I got text message from smii7y.

(Bold Smitty. Italics you)
Hey cutie
Hey handsome!
I need more editing help can I send some footage to you?
Oh I don't mind go ahead I'll get to it in a sec
Ok thanks. I'm sending now

I left him on read and finished my food. Went to my office and opened the file with the footage and started editing. I finished and sent them back and texted smii7y.
(You know the code😂)

Finished the editing
Thanks (y/n) I really appreciate it I definitely owe you one!
No you don't it's my pleasure to be editing for ya
Hey quick question....
Yes?
Are you going to pax or like any conventions?
Well I'm not sure yet, why?
Because if you do I want to meet you, like in real life!
Ok
Yeah
I gotta go

I really didn't but I felt the convo dying and getting awkward so I left it. Decide to play games with delirious for his channel. Without my stream because I didn't feel like playing for 5 hrs straight. So we played a couple rounds of (fave game) and laughed our asses off and kept yelling at each other over killing each other 100 times. But we laughed at each others rage. We finally ended the game and recording and decided to sit and talk and get to know each other until I see Smitty get on discord but we had the room already locked he messaged me but I ignored it because it would be rude to answer while talking to delirious. I had my cam on so he could see my face. I preferred it better then no face cam because i feel more open with it. Delirious decided to go and logged off for the day probably to go edit some footage. I said bye and took a break before answering Smitty.

Your on discord? Can I join?

Ok I guess that's a no....

(Y/n) it's been like 20 min why won't you answer.

Are you mad cause you haven't answered me for straight up an hr?

Ok I'm going to bed goodnight....

I felt bad but I decided to let him sleep considering I was extremely tired to.

(Next morning)

Morning Smitty..... 😊
(No answer)
Smitty???
(No answer)
Damb I'm sorry for not replying last night I was recording with delirious.....
(No answer)
Alright I gotta go then bye.

Maybe I'm over thinking it but he's ignoring me. I didn't mean to ignore Him but when I went to reply to him he had already said goodnight. Ugh I screwed things up. I'm such an idiot!

I got on discord and saw Smitty in a huge group chat ig he's busy..... probably recording. I get a text from delirious and he asks if I wanna play gta 5 with his friends so I did.

(Literally 3 hrs later)

I was saying goodbye to the decent amount of boys and even got their numbers I added them to my contact. But I check to see if Smitty responded..... he didn't.... in fact he left me on read. Wow.....

Listen milk boi..... you probably don't know this yet, but I fucking love you...... and you not responding and leaving me on read is definitely not epic dood!!!! Sooooo respond please and I will smile again but now I'm a sad lil boi so please answerrrr!

Okkkkkk 😊 I'm sorry cutie. It's just I was a little upset about last night. But I love ya to..... wanna play something now without recording?

Hmmmmm yeah sure let's do it!

Ok I'll invite you!

We started playing and laughing until Smitty stopped laughing. He got all serious and sat back and looked at me.

"(Y/n)?" He asked

"Yeah?" I responded pausing the game and sitting back in my chair and looked at him.

"Earlier when you said you loved me, and I said it back....."

"Yeah?" I responded again.

"Do you actually mean it?" He said quickly. I thought for a moment and smiled

"Of course I love you..... your a fucking milk bag. Why wouldn't I love you???" I said getting a little to loud.

"Nooo, I mean like, love me..... like we could actually be a thing?" He said even more nervous.

"Well, Yes, I love you more then a friend." I said smiling. He looked up and smiled "but...... we could never be together" I frowned

"Whaaaa? What does that mean?" He said quickly.

"Well you live in Canada.... and I live in California.... and idk about you but I can't do long distance relationships...." I sighed and looked sad.

"Oh yeah, your right...." he frowned "well I'm gonna go I have to edit some more. And I'll text you later." He said. his face suddenly lit up when I blew a kiss to him.

"I'm going to bed goodnight Smitty, I love you" I yawned and he laughed. I logged of and went to bed.