room with enemy [girlxgirl]

[5.1]

"I'm sure she said it sarcastically."

"No Ben but for real, her voice was so soft and smooth, and the way she said was just so believable. I don't know, I'm confused."

I looked at window and let my thoughts slip away for a moment.
Ben was still playing his game.
Honestly I don't understand this all trend with games and shit eh.

After he lost he finally put it away.

"Listen, after you come back to room you have to confront her. All cards on table, ask her what she meant. Veronica can't manipulate you like that." He said straightening up his legs.

"But when I try to talk her suddenly I feel nervous." I looked at him.

"You? Feeling nervous around.. Veronica?"

I nodded.

"Girl something is up."

"What do you mean."

"From what you've been telling me, you never were nervous around her. Never.. until now. What's up with you?" He asked.

"That's the problem. I have no fucking idea." I throw my hands and got up.

I walked to tweeter and slide my fingers around books.

"Since this school year started she became weird.. even weirder than before."

"Define 'weird'."

"Well I don't know, she's been super nice to me which is suspicious." I pointed finger and looked at him.

"Maybe she's just trying to be friends with you. I mean you're roommates now."

"No Ben, Veronica was never nice to me. Why suddenly she would act all sweet and kind?"

"Sam, just talk to h-"

"And also couple days ago she said that her hobby is to annoy me, like who the fuck does that? She's like bully but not fully you know Ben."

"You already know my opinion about it, just go talk to her Sam."

"I'm preparing myself."

"You don't need no preparation." He said and came up to me.

"You got this. I believe in you."

"Okay, okay I can do this. Yes."

I hugged Ben and took my things.

"And remember if something happens, you can always come here. Don't worry about my roommate, he is cool one unlike yours." He laughed.

"Thanks Benny."

"No problem. Bye."

"Adios." I saluted him and left his room.

I am willingly going to this? Talking with her about.. that?
Ugh I still don't know what I am even going to say.
I'm sooo fucked.

I was thinking about conversation whole walking way to room. And when I finally was standing in front of doors I stuck.

Like, why is it such a big deal for me anyway?
Ugh, I'm so weird.

I eventually walked into room and I saw her.
I panicked and started walking to bathroom.

"Uh excuse me sweetie, haven't you forgot about something?" Veronica asked me politely but I could just sense annoyance in her voice.

I shrugged my shoulders, forgetting words to speak.

"The line." She pointed.

"I'm just going to bathroom, it's not like I'm gonna ruin your part of room. God." I rolled my eyes.

"Our rule was to ask before you go."

"No Veronica, it is your rule not mine. And for fuck sake it's just bathroom so stop making big deal out of nothing." I started yelling.

We could never be friends. I could never be friends with her. It's just impossible.

I walked into bathroom. Suddenly all panic was gone and got replaced with hate and anger.
I hate feeling like this, and because of her I feel like this most of days.
I hate her.

I heard knocking on door.
"Hey, you in there?"
And then I heard her voice.

"Yeah."

I assume it's time to come out from bathroom. I slowly opened door and made my way to my bed.

Veronica was standing, leaning against wall right next to bathroom. She stayed there and followed her gaze right on me.

"What were you doing there for so long?"

"I don't know Veronica, what people can do in bathroom?" I asked sarcastically.

"A lot actually." She smirked.

I just rolled eyes.

"I was playing candy crush." I lied.
It's not what I have been doing there. I was thinking about Veronica, and her behavior, and attitude, and how possible can I survive living with her.

"Oh so you've spend almost 40 minutes on playing a game in the bathroom?"

"That's what I said."

"Why in there?" She asked a little bit irritated.

"Oh you know, just not to see your face." I smiled.

"My face is pretty, and you're just jealous."

"Yeah, aha I'm sure." I said and took book.

After a little bit of reading I remembered something.

"Did you meant what you said earlier... about missing me?"

I looked at her, she did the same.

"Of course not. The fact that you could even think I was gonna miss you.. Ahh honey, you're so dumb." Veronica said in her stupid pitched but soft voice.

Honestly I don't feel much disappointed although once again I was wrong about her.

I wanted to text Ben that he was right but I knew that I would go into details eventually and I'm too lazy to type so I will tell him tomorrow.