Stupid mistake

ch.1

I wake up to a loud beeping sound from my alarm clock. I roll over and slam my fist on the annoying object. I groggily, and slowly get up. I walk over to my bathroom and swing open the door. I wince back, as I peer at myself through my mirror. I slowly walk back up to my mirror and feel my puffy red, cheeks. I look into my bloodshot eyes and think about last night.

**flashback**

“god mom, work ended two hours ago, where are you!?" I angrily whisper to myself. All the lights are turned off and I'm sitting on my couch. Its eleven ‘o' clock. I tried to fall asleep on the couch, but failed. I'm too worried about my mom. The door swings open, and wobbles in a giggling mom. my mom. “shhhh" she says to someone. “baby, she's asleep" a mans voice slurrs. “still, shush, I don't want her to find out." my my moms words slurr. is she drunk?! she better not be! drinking took my fathers life. She vowed she wouldn't drink the day my dad died. And here she is. Stumbling, slurring, and with another man. “Mother, where where you!" I growel, coming out of the darkness of my living room. she gives me a horrified look. “darling, i-its not-"

“DONT you dare lie to me." I screech at her.

“your not my mother. I do what I want!"

“Remember when you vowed that you wouldn't drink ever again after drinking took dads life?!" I scream.

“well-"

“NO! no! I'm not upset about that man being in our house, I'm upset that you broke a promice that ment so much to me. almoste too much to me. you broke the promice, that you would NEVER! drink again! and here you are. slurred words, stumbling..."

“baby, I'm s-"

“NO!! you bitch, your NOT sorry! if you are, you would've never done this!"

she walks up to my face and slaps me. my anger boils over the top. I scream at the top of my lungs. “YOUR A PROMISE BREAKING,LIEING,DRUNKEN BITCH!" she stumbles back with pain in her eyes. “i hate you" I whisper with teary eyes. waiting to release the pained tears caused by my own mother.

“baby-" I push her back and run to my room, locking my door behind me, letting the tears go. my mother broke the promise. I can NEVER forgive her.

**end of flashback**

My eyes start to water at the thoughts of last night. I walk back to my bed and plop down. my thoughts wherrel back to the thoughts of me having to get to school. I stumble to my feet and walk to my closet. I pull out my blue skinny jeans, and a white polo shirt. I grab my makeup bag and put layers of foundation on trying to hide the redness of my cheeks. I put my light pink eye shadow on, my eyeliner, my mascara, and finally..my big bulky glasses... and yes. I'm a nerd.  I walk downstairs and see that man from last night on the couch. with my mom, half naked. I stomp towards the kitchen. Its one thing, if she brings a man over. but its another thing if they have sex on my couch! I sleep on that! or used to sleep on that couch as of now. I will not even plant my left buttcheek on that couch. its infected with sex. I grab a banana and walk out the door, slamming it behind me. I hope I woke the dimwads up. I hope my mom realizes how much of a dumb lieing bitch she's been. I stomp torwards my school in frustration. Today may be the last day before I'm out of highschool forever.. but waking up in the morning to find two half naked people on your couch is a great way to ruin your day. especially if one of those half naked people is your mother. I walk to the courtyard and already see the mop of brown hair I was searching for. I walk over to her and we give each other hugs. “girl, you look..terrible" my best friend Liah says to me. I smile, a fake smile if course. this girl knows me front to back, so it didn't take her long to realize something was wrong. “whats wrong?"

“ah, ya know..my mom just waltzed in the house last night, drunk after me being worried about her for hours.  oh and I forgot to mention! she was with a guy! and you know the best part? they had sex on my couch last night! I walk to my kitchen and see their both half naked! not a big deal at all.." I say sarcastically. liah grabs my shoulders and engulfs me in a bone crushing hug. “im so sorry! are you Ok?" I nod my head. 

“are you sure your Ok?" I nod my head again. she releases me from the hug and gives me a sad smile. The bell rings, and her smile turns to a frown. “im sorry, but I gotta go.. see you after school?"

“yeah, see ya.." I say. he give each other brief hugs and walk our separate ways.

**after school**

Its so hot out! it was a bad day to wear skinny jeans, that's for damn sure! I start to walk and the heats beating on my back like a hammer. I see a shaded alley that's calling my name. like “carla, come on! its cooler in here!" before I know what I'm doing I walk to the ally way. As I'm walking I look down and see my shoes untied. I bend down and tie my shoe. “look what we got here boys!" says a deep scary voice. I jump to my feet and start to run. just as I'm about to reach the end of the ally, A big, tall, scary, Scar faced man steps in the way. making me ram onto him. he doesn't budge one bit, but as of me? I fly backwards and slam my knees on the ground. they scrape, and I can only imagine how badly their bleeding as of now. I wobbily stand to my feet and look around. only to see I'm boxed in. What did I get myself into? The guy I rammed into grabs my arms and pins me to his chest. All of the other men slowly creep up to me. “our lucky day..." one of them says. I feel a hand slipping down my lands and I start to squirm. “enough! she's for my son! back away!" a big fat guy howels. he walks over to me with a nasty smirk. “hello, darling." I spit in his face. The vains on his four head pop out, and his face turns red. he swiftly raises a big warted hand and smacks it againsed my face. I wince a little. but not enough for them to see my weakness. “bring her to the van." he shouts. I suddenly feel my sneakers dragging ageinst the old rubbished tatterd ground. I let out a scream but am quickly muffled my a white cloth againsed my face. Everything gets blurry, I see doubles, and every sound I hear echo's. That's until everything goes black.