Man 2019 is going to be it. I'm just gonna live like the day is my last, put in the effort where it's been previously lacking, show how much I appreciate people without the filter, be honest about my feelings because FUCK MAN ITS 2019 WHO STILL THINKS MEN DONT HAVE FEELINGS. I'm going to make progress this year. Hopefully further my transition in whatever way I can, get my fucking knee sorted, improve my personality, stop letting certain people piss me off when they don't deserve my attention, stop letting things people say get to me. Because in 2019 I'm going to make progress academically, mentally, physically and I'm going to push further in projects I'm involved in. I'm going to make the change we set out to make. I'm going to make sure I can still be the person people turn to if they need to. Man this year is going to be upbeat, as positive as I can make it and an enjoyable time for myself and my closest friends.
I'm leaving certain things in 2018. People I know will always be a part of my story, but no longer a part of my life. People who've hurt me but I've kept around in fear of confrontation. People my friends consistently would tell me to stay away from, yet I felt like I was a bad person to not talk to them.
In 2019, I'm putting me first and I'm putting my friends first. Hopefully a great year in the making
