-jackson-pov-
"Fuck you! Bitch always in my way!"
fuck, that one hurt. i grab my brown bag and he pushes me out the door, kicking me side.
"Stay the fuck away from me. And my new girlfriend."
you mean my old best friend..? i sigh and stand up as he slams the door. i lean on the wall and get my balance as i start walking out. i get to a place called the LUX. i danced there like one time before i found a new place. i go into the bathroom and put on some makeup, making sure to cover any bruises that may be showing. i fix my jacket and walk out.
"Back again?"
i ignore the female bartender.
"you know what I want... please..."
she laughs and gets me a bottle of whiskey, walking to someone else.
"no body but you, body but me, bodies together..."
i mumble humming to the song in my headphones.
"it's are our paradise and it's our war zone..."
"I wouldn't mind that~"
i look over when i hear a voice to hear it's coming a well built, attractive man with a British accent.
"yeah well i would. im not working today so please, back off."
i grab my drink by the neck of the bottle and start walking out.
"Big girl are we?"
"maybe you are."
he chuckles.
"Aren't you an interesting little human?"
i role my eyes.
"Tell me, why is such a girl dressed like this?"
he stands in front of me, cutting me off. he was right. i was dressed weird, for a girl. a black long sleeve with a leather jacket, a tie and jeans with boots. i shrug.
"cheep..?"
i whisper uncertain. i glance over to see a woman being fawned over. she's wearing a beautiful dress with stunning jewelry. i hear a laugh come from the man next to me.
"What is it you want?"
i look at him confused.
"Oh come on, you know. What are your deepest, darkest desires?"
i think. why would he ask? what would my answer be? to be loved...? to be free? im not sure anymore.
"why do you ask?"
he looks confused and startled.
"what? hmm. You aren't fawning, or talking... what is it? Why would it be any different?"
i look at him confused then look back down.
"sir, may i leave now?"
he grunts.
"So much manors! It's weird, don't you think? You don't want to be miss goody good, do you?"
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