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Maddie Ziegler is a 16 year old girl that is smart , sweet, fun , and sassy with a huge secret that no one can know especially her dad.
I can't believe that he asked me out by throwing a rock at my window at 1 am like who does that at one in the morning that is so fucking scary . I was actually surprised that he came to my house at one in the morning just to ask me out for the second time I know I said I was going to ask him about but god damn it's hard I want to go out with him because I want to forget about the feelings that I have for harry but at the same time I want to kiss harry and tell him that I want to be with him , since that day in the hospital I fell even more for harry because when he was their for me in that hospital room waiting for me to be awake and at this moment I realized that that "dream " that I thought or believed that it was a dream I knew that the kiss me and harry had shared was a dream but why did harry tell me that it was a dream and that it never happened . I guess he just told me it was a dream probably because he thought I would say something to my dad , but why do I feel like it's more than that I was so deep in thought that I forgot that jessie was standing right outside my window but I just didn't have the strength to tell him yes so I told Athena to tell him that I said yes just as I had turned around jessie had left and Athena asked me if I had second thoughts about going to a date with jessie.
"Honestly I don't see jessie as a boyfriend I just see him as a friend but I just see how he looks at me and I feel like I can't tell him that I have feelings for someone else and I thought that if I went with him to a second date that it would help me forget about harry." I start tearing up but I ignore the tears. "Bitch so you think that your feelings about harry are just going to magically disappear by going out with jessie?" She starts to laugh just like i am . "Well when you put it that way no but I just thought that going on dates and slowly having a relationship I might feel better ." I said to Athena. " I think that you should go on this date with jessie and when the moment is right yo tell him how you feel ." She told me as she started to get deep in thought. "You're right." I hope everything goes great.
11:00 am Jessie texted me and said that he had a date planned for us and that he would pick me up at 5 pm . Athena was going to stay here today to so she could gave me her opinion on the outfit and help me get ready I was really nervous about telling jessie that I don't want to go out with him anymore , I noticed that Athena was on her phone typing like crazy and not paying any attention to me so I decided to just ignore her and get ready i decided to wear something casual so I headed towards my closet and I decided to wear jeans and my converse and a knitted pink sweater and the accessories that I'm just going to wear are a watch and my sun glasses .
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When I finally finished getting ready I noticed that Athena was still texting but didn't know who , so since she didn't listen to me when I called her I ran and jumped on top of her and read her text out loud .
Text White chocolate: So when do you want to meet for that special meeting? As I read this out loud Athena tried to take the phone back . Athena : Maybe tonight I'm free. Athena tried to take the phone and succeeded on taking it back. End of text "Athena who is white chocolate and why did you never tell me about it?" I feel like this is another thing that I should add to my already stressed pile . "I didn't tell you anything because I didn't want to add even more to your already plate since you already have with that stupid date on it and I know you are already stressed with telling jessie how you feel but mostly because I didn't want to make you feel obligated to help me with my love life when you need to figure out yours ." She started to cry while telling me all of this . "We are best friends and you shouldn't feel like you can't tell me stuff because you think I'm stressed out or busy because I will always help you with anything you need help and I'm always going to be here for you." At the end of me talking we both ended up crying. "Wait you never told me who white chocolate is." I said with laughter. "White chocolate is david." I was shocked about this mystery guy being david. "David !" I never expected this "Surprise !" I'm still Shocked "How did this happen will remember that day you weren't feeling well so you left right after school me and David walked home together and I gave him some oranges and I asked him if he wanted to stay at my house to practice that play we had in English , so he stayed and we ended up talking about who we liked and he confessed his feelings for him and we made out and we did things. When she told me this I was kinda mad because as my best friend she didn't tell me anything but at the end I feel very happy for her . "When were you going to tell me this ?" I hope she was going to tell me sooner than this . " I was going to tell you yesterday but I saw how upset you were and I knew you needed me and I decided to wait until you had your feelings figured out." I wish I could not be such a mess . " So now that I know about your secret relationship is that special meeting for your secret hookup ?" As I said this to her she blushed. "Yes so wish me luck!" She laughed as she told me . I was about to put on mascara when the door bell rang and immediately I got nervous again and wished that this was never happening , Athena went to get the door for me and waited down stairs with jessie. I slowly walked down the stairs since I didn't want to be on this date when I was on the last step jessie quickly came and grabbed my had and kissed my chair and said "we should go" I quickly turned my head to Athena and mouthed help me and after that I asked her if she could lock up the house for me since she was going to her special meeting. When we were in his car he asked me if I was ready for tonight and I just to him that I was and with that we left the driveway. We arrived at a park that was two hours away from my house . We were walking for 10 minutes and we stopped at a hill where there was a blanket and a basket setup and their was also roses for me it was really nice . "How did you know I like picnics?" I asked him as I sat down . "Well your sister told me that you like picnics so I prepared a basket for the picnic ." I was smiling at him since it was a really good date idea . After we ate and cleaned up he asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend because he really liked me since freshman year and that he couldn't let this opportunity to ask me go . I felt really bad that I didn't feel the same way and I was going to tell him how I felt but he cut me off by smashed his lips to mine . After the kiss I couldn't tell him anything because I was nervous I began to question where this all went wrong but was asked the Same god damn question.
"Will you be my girlfriend ?" Why is this happening to me. "Yes." It came out as a question but i guess he didn't notice . As soon as jessie heard my answer he immediately hugged me to the point I was going to throw up maybe that wasn't because of the hug . We began walking towards the car and he put the basket and blanket on the trunk of his car and we were soon on the driveway of my house and he gladly opened the door for me to get out and walked me to the house and said his good bye and was slowly moving his head to kiss me so I quickly turned my head so I wouldn't get kissed again so he gave me a kiss on the cheek and left .
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