Yes I hacked your account and yes i'm dedicating this to myself XD
You are a freaking amazing friend Ashley and it doesn't matter how many times I say it, It will never be enough. You are amazing and I need to tell you that every day. You truly are my best friend and I love you like a sister. What you said to me in your my friends 2 brought me to tears and now its your turn ;P
I don't even know how to put into words how much you mean to me. I Would do anything for you, I don't care if it meant defending you on some online argument or taking a bullet.
You're beautiful, funny, and AMAZING! Anyone who cant see that must be blind and you know if anyone ever messes with you I will go through hell and back to protect you. You're like my sister and you are my best friend. You're like my other half. You showed me it was okay to cry and have a shoulder to cry on. You are my shoulder to cry on (Sorry about your shirt XD) You are the first person I have ever told about being hurt. My whole life I insisted on fighting my own battles and keeping my pain to myself. Considering that's just who I am I'm pretty sure I'm going to continue to do that but I never thought I would tell anyone any problems I have come across sense I don't like making someone else deal with my problems but you saw past the jokes and smiles and were there for me. I know all my friends are there for me to but it just felt right to tell you. You have no idea how much you have helped me. That emotional night we had, though it was sad was one of my best nights ever and was definitely needed. I have never opened up to someone as fast I have with you. You know all my secrets and I know I can trust you with them.
We have made so many memories and traditions and some of my best memories are with you. You are an amazing person ashes, inside and out. Going to a different high school is going to be really hard. We would get upset if one of us was absent for a day so how am I going to deal with a whole year XD Remember when we planned to buy those green day and bon jovi dresses then wear them to school together? I still think we should do that even if no one can see just the thought of knowing your wearing the green day one at your school XD ...is it just me or did that sound weird? XD
I'm so happy for you that you have loverboy. Honestly if I had a choice of being with whoever I want or you being with loverboy forever I would chose the second one because he just makes you so happy. You guys are perfect for each other (I better be your maid of honor at your wedding XD) You're so beautiful and strong, Carlos is lucky to have you and he better not hurt you, ever...if he wants to live that is. Haha anyway like I said I'm so happy for you that you have him, you deserve it. :)
Sorry this is getting long but I just have so much to say. I Love you like a sister and I think I already said that but oh well XD You're my ashes and I hope we will stay friends for as long as possible. I have never meet someone who understood me so well or judged me so little. You have stood up for me in so many situations and I just want to say thank you so much ashes, you truly are the best friend I could ever ask for. I cant wait for the more sleep overs filled with embarrassing ourselves at the park (Hehe remember the old lady) day dreaming at like 1am, ranting, emotional times, threatening to steal your cat (FYI I will make nacho like me) and whatever else we mange to make a thing XD
Well it's getting late so I should probably stop here but just know I love you and I would do anything for you! I could never replace you and I never will.
I love you ashes.
~Gia
or Gishes
or little lion
whatever you prefer :3
