I am a parent

I am a new parent

I wonder what life has instore for my baby

I hear his crys

I see his smiling face

I want him to be loved

I am a parent

I pretend everything will be okay when he gets sick

I feel sad when he dosent smile anymore

I touch his pale, cold hand

I worry when he dosent cry anymore

I cry when he slowly fades away from life

I am a mourning parent

I understand I will never see his smile again

I say it will be okay.. but its not

I dream of him every night

I try to cope with his loss

I hope i will see him again when i go

I am a new parent...