My smiles are fake
my tears are real
There's everything to hide
everything to feel
I cry when i think
Of your smiling face.
Your laughs and your voice
are starting to fade
I know you're still there
And I smile just once
I don't keep it long
just long enough
Your memories ring on
Your story sadly true.
And all I remember
is being strong for you
I said to myself
I wouldn't cry
That lasted 3 hours
Then I was shy
I cried my self to sleep
On that Sunday afternoon
I lost all my Strength
I cried out for you.