God I'm such a bad girlfriend. Why the hell is she still with me?
I've been really stressed recently with the new year and me having to travel tomorrow and fly back Friday. I've been really distant from everyone and I feel like it's really hit my girlfriend hard. I'm always on my vent account and I think I'm starting to scare her. She always texts me cute little good mornings and good nights and cute things like that but, I never reply because I'm so stuck in my hole of my thoughts. Not good ones either.
I'm currently laying in my bad with bandaids on all my fingers. You probably can think of why. Tomorrow I'm going to be going to North Carolina (that's 4 states away from me) to take my niece and nephew home. Then I'll be flying back Friday.
I just wanted to do that small update so I'm going to go now.
