Do you remember..?
We were always going out at midnight just to have a friendly date. That's what you often said. We always stayed at the park enjoying a comfortable silent while intertwined our hands. We will stared at each others face then show our brightest smile. You will got clingy to me like i'm your real girlfriend. I will took a lot of your pictures and you always whined out of embarrassment. I said to you i wanted to save it as a memories of us.
Do you remember..?
One night you came into my room while crying. I asked you why and your answer is because you got scolded by our boss. You can't composed a good song and he got angry at you. I stayed awake that night to sing you a song until you fell asleep beside me. I held your hand and i gave a kiss to the back of your hand. I will never got tired just watching you sleeping.
Do you remember..?
I surprised you by visiting you at the studio with your favorite cake. You were happily hugging me and ate the cake that i bought for you. We talked a lot that night and you said you were stressed because of your solo debut soon. You even cried that night because of the pressure you felt. So i comforted you by singing your favorite song. Perfect by Ed Sheeran and i even played the guitar for you.
Do you remember..?
You came home in a drunk state and i'm glad there's someone else sending you to our home. I must thanked Nayeon unnie for taking care of you. I changed your clothes to a comfortable one and when i was about to leave your room, you grabbed my hand and pulling me on top of you. You even kissed me. In the morning you will forget everything and i already expected that to happen.
Do you remember..?
You came home at 3AM and me with other members were questioning you. We asked where were you and you even got angry at us. We were just worried about you and you yelled at us to stop asking those questions again and again. You left to your room without looking at the three of us. The next day, you asked for forgiveness from us so we forgave you..
Do you remember..?
I was with Lisa and Jisoo unnie at the living room watching a drama. You came home with a bright smile and sat beside me on the couch. Jisoo unnie asked if you're okay or not and you said you have something to tell us. We stopped watching the drama and put our focused on you. You said you were dating someone and Lisa quickly turned her head to look at me. I only showed her my smile. Well it's a fake one. We gave you our congratulations and i excused myself. That night i couldn't sleep and Lisa with Jisoo unnie were there to accompanied me. They knew about my feeling towards you..
Present
"So it's already out now?" Jisoo suddenly asked.
"What is it unnie?" Jennie asked back.
"Your relationship with him.." Jisoo said without looking at Jennie.
"Y-yeah.." Jennie shyly answered.
'I wish you happiness wifey.. I hope i'll be yours in the next life.." I thought while pretending to chat with someone.
"Are you okay hubby?" Jennie asked while holding my hand.
"I'm always fine.." I quickly left the living room.
"What's wrong with her..?" Jennie asked.
"Period.." I heard Jisoo unnie said.
'I love you but you love someone else..' I felt asleep after crying so hard in my own room.
END