SILENT COLORS ㅡ Y.M {DISCONTINUED}

八

+unedited

everything feels so warm with him. letting my guard down, intertwining our souls together. the past few weeks together, i learned something new about him everyday.

he doesn't like coffee eventhough he can go through a few days without sleeping. he loves marshmellows and cute things, which is odd for someone who shows the 'tough side' of him. no wonder he likes me, huh? he also loves cuddles and smooches all around. i mean, who doesn't right?

i had a bandage wrapped firmly around my eyes. i have trips back and forth to the hospital every week for a check up. the people there are so amazed at how well i can see with one eye. it's not really hard you know, once you got a hang of it.

i saw yoongi walking towards me from the opposite side while talking to hoseok. hoseok saw me after i closed and locked my locker. he nudged yoongi and told him i'm here and he turned away, slightly too quickly and plastered that gummy smile of his across his face. i chuckled, he's so adorable. i gestured for him to come to me and as soon as he's near he enfluated me in a tight hug, "y-yoongi- too tight! i can't b-breath" i said, with one of my hands patting lightly on his back and my chemist text book pressed on my chest, slightly a little too hard for my comfort. yoongi replied with a chuckle as well and let go of me, intertwining our hands instead.

"you are rather clingy today?" i asked, tilting my head to the side. "well yeah cus i need to be away from you today.. after classes later. for my mom's wedding. she's remarrying." he replied, looking down onto our hands. i smiled, bending down a little to look at his face "ah, i thought you live alone, yoongi?" i said, giving a small peck onto his forhead for not looking up at me. with just that simple gesture he looked up to me, blushing a little. i giggles, still waiting for him to answer me. "well... yeah. technically i am living alone. but i got her wedding invitation a few days ago. i'm sorry for not telling you earlier. i kept forgeting about it. you see.. me and my mom haven't been keeping in touch for years now. i barely remembered how she looked like. she left me after she had a divorce with my late father. he left too, but passed away after a week cus of a heart attack. it's weird.. knowing that he's literally the healthiest man i know. but.. yeah, you know. death. he fucks with everyone doesn't he?" yoongi said, giving me an awkward smile. i softly smiled, giving him a quick peck on the lips "i'm so sorry yoongi. you don't.. have to go though if you don't want to. you aren't obligated to go." i frowned a little, pulling him with me while walking to class together. we both have the same classes today, which is releaving for me. i hate being away from him, even for a few hours due to having different courses and class. yoongi noticed that i frowned and gave me a quick peck in return as well. "please don't be sad, minnie. it's okay, baby. i'd feel bad for not going but you can come with me later if you want? i don't mind. having company would be great as well." yoongi suggested which made me frowned even more. "did you forgot, yoongi? today is the uni's first anual all clubs festival. i had to took part in the community club today after our classes end" i replied, pouting now because i can't go along with him.

he bitterly chuckled, letting go of my hand to ruffle my hair before opening the lecture's hall doorway. i didn't even noticed that we've arrived.

"it's okay, minnie. sleep over today, okay? i missed your warmth in my bed. you know where my spare keys is." he said, gesturing me to sit beside him.

i blushed a little, knowing that we both haven't had any "physical touch" yet. which is making me, anxious and nervous.

what's to come for me later?

_______________________

i'm so so sorry for not updating. my head isn't in the right place as of now, which is messing with a lot of scedules. but i promise i'll be okay. i love u guys btw! xx