Half Angel

Julie

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Adrenaline was permeating through every vein in my body,enticing me to continue running through the dark green foliage of the forest. Sharp twigs and thorns piercing through my pale flawless skin. I did not know where I was running to, but I knew I was running from something, or someone.

The last thing I remember is driving on my own to school in the brand new silver Maserati my brother Elton got me for my eighteenth birthday just a week ago during summer break. He figured that since it was officially legal for me to drive since I had finally managed to get my drivers license and I was pretty much no longer a hazard to anyone on the road,( not that my driving skills had improved by much, but it was still good to know that Elton believed in my capability of not running over an innocent by-stander) he could finally buy me a new car for senior year. 'Well thank God for this,now I can blast my music however loud I want it with no restrictions', though I thought this with a slight undertone of sadness since today I was not riding in my best friend JayaJay's blood red Ferrari like we normally do every morning when he comes to pick me up from home during school days. I was blatantly ignoring him for reasons only known to myself despite him trying to reach out to me through phone calls and sending Elton,begging me to talk to him. It all started during my eighteenth birthday party which in my opinion Elton outdid himself even though i pleaded him to just throw a small party with just a few friends from school being invited. I guess i could count on him to invite half the town to our homely mansion and order a dozen kegs of alcohol to intoxicate all of them while he's at it.

I was busy talking to one of my friends,Kasedy from AP Math class about God knows what when i completely zoned out of the conversation once I smelled the most mouth watering woodsy rainforest scent and realised that it was coming from Jay after following it all around the house leaving a dumbfounded Kasedy behind to continue with the conversation on her own, i stood completely still watching him as his lean back muscles twitched through his tightly fitting black dress shirt his back towards me. His attention slowly left his friends who he was currently talking to as he began sniffing the air almost animalistically slowly turning on his heels to face me. As if he were some kind of dog or wolf but when our eyes met,he stopped sniffing,lost in my ocean blue eyes as I in his deep green eyes that were a whirlpool of unsaid emotions that I could not quite place. I wanted to look away but I was entirely captivated,my whole being sucked into his magnificent eyes as if he could see right through and into my pained soul,as if he could heal me with just one touch. Just like that,everyone and everything at the party seemed to vanish as I only saw him,us. I wanted nothing more than to touch him,to come completely undone at his touch. All I could think about was his hands on me,his lips on mine,the completely irrational part of me shouting at me to move towards him,to let him do unspeakable things to me. So i took the first step towards him,suddenly the distance between us seemed too much for me to handle and also to Jay it seemed too much to handle as he mirrored my movement and stepped towards me. We were finally inches apart as I tilted my head upwards to look at his beautifully sculpted Adonis worthy face,  as he looked down at my petite form. I had always found him attractive with his painfully striking high  cheekbones,his well defined jawline and his captivating green eyes that were slightly covered by his raven black tendrils of hair that seemed to betray his effortlessly tamed feather soft hair. This time was different,as if my feeling towards him were multiplied ten fold,as if my heart was softly whispering out to him that I needed him nowhere else but with me. 
Somehow, the distance between us faded to nonexistent as Jay snaked an arm around my waist,bringing me closer and at the same time making pleasurable tingles run up and down my spine at the contact. His mint and coffee breath fanned my slightly parted lips as he used his other hand to tuck a stray strand of my waist length maroon hair behind my ear,a gesture that I found annoyingly sexy at the moment as his lean muscles flexed at his dainty little action."Juls, I -" he was having a hard time forming a plausible sentence so he instead swallowed dryly,his Adam's apple bobbing up and down slowly. He was looking at me as if he could not believe I was actually there,holding me so gently as if he were afraid I would break. The distance between our lips was gradually decreasing as Jay's eyes slowly shifted from my lips to my eyes silently asking me for permission. I remained silent,that being the signal for the go ahead and our lips met tenderly. Jay knew that this was my first kiss so he was taking it at my pace. His experienced lips kissing me sensually,as he gradually picked up the pace as I mirrored his actions without hesitation. The kiss grew to that of need as we could not get enough of each other,my hand gliding into his soft yet effortlessly tamed hair and ruffling it up. His hands moved against my back until he stopped at my ass and grabbed it making me gasp into the kiss effectively giving his tongue entry into my mouth to explore every inch of it. Without meaning to,a moan escaped from my throat. I could not believe that came from me,what made me pull away from Jay was his animalistic groan in return. What was I doing? Realization struck me like a brick wall and I instantly pulled away from Jay,both of us breathless. I shook my head as if to clear the trance I was in and did the only thing I saw right to do at that moment. I ran,but not before hearing Jay growl words that baffled me till this day "Mate,mine!" before he followed me to my room but i locked the door and despite him pleading and knocking for me to let him in,I did not have the guts to,just like the way I did not have the guts to save my own parents even when they pleaded and screamed. That memory flashed before my eyes as I slid against the door slowly,sitting with my knees pulled up against my full chest as I hugged them tight,placing my forehead on my knees ,a sob suddenly escaped my lips before I could stop it. I could tell Jay was getting worried at the other side of the door,"Please Juls,open up, I'm sorry Princess. Please don't cry." After a few more tries of trying to persuade me to open the door,Jay left,but not before sending Elton to check up on me. I opened the door to Elton and cried in his arms,not caring if it was my birthday for my partying mood had taken a dive to dampness and nothingness. I even told Elton to tell Jay that I was not at home whenever he tried to come see me on that remains week of summer break and i knew full well that he knew I was at home and I knew it hurt him to the core that I was avoiding him. But i was not ready to confront these feelings head on.Truth is, I was too scared to approach Jay and ask him if he felt the pull I felt towards him on that day during my birthday party.

How the hell do you just approach a guy you've known basically all your life and ask him,'Oh hi Jay,did you happen to feel this weird electric attraction towards me that I felt for you all of a sudden during my birthday party and have constantly been thinking about me in thoroughly inappropriate ways like I have with you?' Even thinking about saying that statement made me internally cringe with mortifying embarrassment. So to drown out my over thinking brain, I amped the radio up a notch to a point that the car was blasting off and literally vibrating Taki Taki by Cardi B, Ozuna, Selena Gomez and DJ Snake. I generally liked Cardi B's tendency of drawing you into her genuinity in what she does because I like her honesty in where she began and who she was before she became who she is now. Kinda like how I'm fighting my demons from the past but somehow still have hope to see better days than who I was in future. Plus the beats of the song were off the hook, making me gyrate on my seat like an absolute lunatic on meth, that's how I would have probably looked like if you were a pedestrian watching me from outside the car.